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feel kind of like an alien

LOC4

um so really focusing on the love joy compassion elements of your experience as well as the sense of the divine um and really deepening into that probably it wouldnt be a bad idea for you to use some methods that are tuned to location three

LOC3

and if you were in location three it would feel like youre in union with that presence but in a state of like increasing union like its just an ever deepening experience of you know coming into union or merger with with that presence of the divine

LOC3

its hard to let go of that but but i think that thats thats my experience yeah

LOC2

so theres a fairly rapid and high amount of fluidity but we dont yet know if its actually fluidity or if youre viewing different layers from one

LOC1

life within everything

LOC2

joy kind of feeling

LOC3

places where people need the most help

LOC4

in its own universe

LOC4

if you compare any of those experiences to location four it will they will see much less nondual than if you in location four

LOC4

and location four is viewed as horrifying by the other parents you know or something like that

LOC4

whereas in location to my internal chatter is very quiet and just i hardly notice it

LOC2

the feelings of union with divinity or an allpervasive consciousness also disappear

LOC4

so its its lately its its its when things are quieting down so its so the last two weeks it has been very very busy so its ive been more in location one

LOC1

conditioning standpoint

LOC2

rather than just having a really deep experience of layer three in location two where theres still nondual experience for divine

LOC2

experience love

LOC2

locations 1 generally experience a full range of emotions

LOC1

it s easy as well to go to location two layer two basically

LOC2

no hearer only hearing

LOC2

that on a deep level

LOC1

youre in location two

LOC2

as you probably know are best of love and ascension um also unprovoked happiness but thats also good for location for

LOC4

but location four deepens and layer four

LOC4

empty space in the headless area um but a lot of my time is spent at work right now and work is have a lot of conditioning to do there extensively and theres a lot of things related to that that i think are either pulling me down at some points

LOC1

and then for location three theres all sorts of methods lesters love i think was one that was mentioned a minute ago by you if i remember right and theres ascension

LOC3

and location two could go back and forth

LOC2

the people around yeah and what what made me come back a little bit it does not mean that i cannot go there anymore so it got basically it got easier to get there is only that as i said the last three weeks it has been very its been a lot of things going on and its yeah it was just more beneficial maybe to be in in location one day or one

LOC1

or 3

LOC3

complete absence of emotion

LOC4

tv series and movie lovers find themselves increasingly less drawn to these forms of passing the time

LOC1

divine or any sort of panpsychist

LOC3

over to location three

LOC3

foreground of experience nearly all the time

LOC3

you would want to minimize sort of those proclivities in your experience that relate to location three and maybe try to make it on to layer four

LOC3

there was no agency

LOC4

this yielded three research opportunities where it seemed like a participants stress level might be high enough to warrant a followup visit as luck would have it our very first interviewee my doctor friend was one of them as mentioned previously i had known him for over twenty years since long before he had become a finder during his initial interview he was in location 2

LOC2

and particularly when you have a very strong catholic upbringing and then very strong couldnt be any stronger than that in the years that i was catholic

LOC3

talk about feeling that they extend beyond their body

LOC1

location five and six and seven

LOC5+

i dont think youre sensing anything

LOC4

you might be able to even find that in your experience of layer three right now in location two its worth looking at to see if it is possible if it is showing up as sort of one meta emotion with you know one of those three facets more forward at any given time

LOC3

between location three

LOC3

not that you thats looking for that kind of experience so take it or leave it you might have glimpses and decide that is what you want but based on your description it sounds much more like location three would be

LOC3

people actually not thinking that theyre even in fundamental wellbeing

LOC1

magnetic attraction in a way to a sense of union

LOC3

location four and that kind of process

LOC4

simply because youve you possibly had a lot of experiences of layer three in location two that are already quite location three like and what you want to somehow get is a glimpse of that sense of union

LOC2

here location one has has value for deconditioning but at this point in your process i would be working on really getting established and locations beyond layer one you know after youve got a lot of access and fluidity across the different locations on the matrix you know and youve seen what those can do to that to conditioning you know if theres some stuff that it seems like it might be a good idea to go to location one and see if it can be worked on there and polished off if its like some sticky stuff or it cant be reached for some reason from those higher layers

LOC1

layer three of location three

LOC3

the sense that the world is not comprised of self and other and that there are not two

LOC2

sense of there not being a separate seer only

LOC2

location 4 lost

LOC4

i think its its its layer three because because of the intensity of it the intensity of of the feeling which is im not sure if its an emotion of of of love but its really this this intense connection you can say or or compassion with with others as well

LOC3

um lets stick those aside for now and lets stay with sort of the spacious emptiness thing and also some of the location two qualities

LOC2

location two because my system shifted and i was being the the space spacious emptiness um without without being the body anymore

LOC2

and so thats a way that at any given time you can sort of see where youre at see where your progress is going in terms of locking in location two if you want to lock in location two you know or go in the direction of remaining more nondual and its just the pure perceptual sense of it both auditorily and visually

LOC2

that you had mentioned that location two layer four is like not that likely to happen um and this this sense of like just what is or just you know everything is just the way it is or whatever um that doesnt seem to go in and out um but you know theres theres no perceptual difference to it its just you know its just like not an understanding but its just like it feels like once thats there why would you think otherwise you know

LOC2

location 4 appears to be a logical progression

LOC4

obviously on location three in the sort of the degree of it that you have which is a very sort of worship y you know intense in a way kind of experience of of the divine aspect of it you know theres all sorts of encounters with things that can be like reported as angels and stuff like that so basically entities are not a strange thing to have reported people dont usually say theyre extraterrestrials but i dont know whats going on in the brain per se around that but my guess is you know different you know different representations of whatever showing up for different stuff i remember this years ago i was back

LOC3

perceptual nature of experience just keeps getting less and less and less dimensional

LOC5+

youre having glimpses of other places and thats usable

LOC1

having to go to sort of the alien and root in and become hyper familiar with the alien type of thing at location four

LOC4

location one im a little more worried about my life my health people around me those those thoughts come up more yeah like those are the thoughts my internal dialogue

LOC1

when it comes to presence theres no boundary

LOC2

your whole body is just sort of this universe sort of expression

LOC5+

all right um so you mentioned your goal is first uh location two layer three so it sounds like youve got that already of course theres always more to explore

LOC2

and what you would be what would really indicate that shift is that duality returning to your experience where there really is a sense of something that is dissolving into or merging with the divine presence and everything and in addition to that meta emotion of love joy compassion um but you can also begin to experience in location two layer three

LOC2

divine quality

LOC3

and its almost like im getting round up im getting corralled into being a me as the thoughts come and so theres no me at all when i wake up and it gets created so thats very clearly not there when i wake up

LOC1

more comprehensive form of nonduality occurs at this stage

LOC4

weve heard bliss weve heard pure bliss weve heard pure joy

LOC1

no agency no emotion no divine

LOC4

one sense

LOC3

yeah and so that is something we would consider an impersonal form of self

LOC3

like location four in that dyadic environment became like an aversive stimulus

LOC4

like my head has become a porous thing like maybe she gets a little more concentrated or a little diffuses as it moves away but that yeah its not that like focused like youre working on automaton or a transformer or something

LOC2

boundary and location two is just like the state of missouri cant contain it its just the vastness

LOC2

this form of social give and take can trigger them and will sometimes be experienced as deep hurt

LOC1

it sounds like you have a very location three like experience on the emotion side in location two

LOC3

another thing with a major advertising agency

LOC2

yeah it could be if you feel that theres a sense of something you know in your head or behind your eyes thats looking out and stuff feels like its out there rather than it all just being one field of experience thats just youre just showing up um that would be more like location one

LOC1

you know its really sort of in a way using location two layer three in a very specific way

LOC2

even if you just have a sense while youre driving that its all the divine and its all happening by itself and its the divine driving that may not be the type of union were describing in location three

LOC3

i feel like based in the mind that its a place that i experience the world from and where my attention is most of the time

LOC1

so thats awesome um and then beyond that you are interested in potentially also getting fluid to location three

LOC3

emotion falls away

LOC2

location three brings other ancillary issues with it

LOC3

while im deepening into layer three i think like the aliveness thing but the sense of causality losing meaning and flatness its more like deepening into the raw experience thats available like really leaving all the concepts behind and diving for whats actually here kind of thing yeah

LOC2

location four and theres the flatness

LOC4

no divine

LOC4

so you cant stay in location two but youre not able to access the depth of a layout to possibly and certainly layer three that youre able to with your eyes closed

LOC2

but the main thing to to focus on would be to bias your system in the direction of location three

LOC3

emotionless

LOC4

they could take any action of their own

LOC4

when it when its more intense its more like love

LOC3

one of them is the love aspect of and any other aspects of layer

LOC3

basically you know some people systems inclined towards it some people systems dont inclined towards it um but its sort of smack on you know location two layer three type of experience

LOC2

so when it comes into a cruelty kind of are damaging people that really riles me like of the things that can trigger me

LOC1

thoughts as well as a continued reduction in the

LOC2