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Crawling in my skin
These wounds, they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing what is real
Theres something inside me that pulls beneath the surface
Consuming, confusing
This lack of self control I fear is never ending
Controlling
I cant seem
To find myself again
My walls are closing in
(Without a sense of confidence Im convinced
That theres just too much pressure to take)
Ive felt this way before
So insecure
Crawling in my skin
These wounds, they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing what is real
Discomfort, endlessly has pulled itself upon me
Distracting, reacting
Against my will I stand beside my own reflection
Its haunting how I cant seem
To find myself again
My walls are closing in
(Without a sense of confidence Im convinced
That theres just too much pressure to take)
Ive felt this way before
So insecure
Crawling in my skin
These wounds, they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing what is real
Crawling in my skin
These wounds, they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing, confusing what is real
Theres something inside me that pulls beneath the surface
Consuming
This lack of self control I fear is never ending
Controlling |
So tired
Youve got a dam deep down inside yourself
Stay true, yeah
Somebodys bound to find a fault in you
Grey clouds covered up my sky
Grey clouds suffocate my mind, my mind
Keep cool
Youve got everything I need, oh
So strong, yeah
Another bust, we have to be so wrong
So much kept inside my world
So much kept inside my twisted world, big world
So much has changed
So much has changed
So tired
Youve a dam deep down inside yourself
Stay true, yeah
Somebodys bound to find a fault in you
Grey clouds covered up my sky
Grey clouds covered up my sky
Grey clouds suffocate my mind
Grеy clouds suffocate my mind, my mind |
In this desert, in darkness
Lying with the gun across his chest
Pretending hes heartless
As the fire flashes in the sky
He was fragile and frozen
When the bullet took away his friend
And now hes somehow more broken
Hes pulling his weapon to his side
Loading it full of his goodbyes
Holding an enemy across the line
Hes pulling his weapon to his side
Loading it full of his goodbyes
Holding an enemy across the line
Sweating and shaking
Lying with her hands across her chest
She wakes with her cravings
As the fire flashes in her eye
She was fragile and frozen
When the needle took away her friend
But now shes somehow more broken
Shes pulling her weapon to her side
Loading it full of her goodbyes
Holding an enemy across the line
Shes pulling her weapon to her side
Loading it full of her goodbyes
Holding an enemy across the line
With every battle hes chosing
With every fight hes losing
His enemys not far behind
With every promise shes broken
With every lie shes spoken
Her enemys not far behind
Its your time
Its your time
Its your time
Its your time!
Hes pulling his weapon to his side
Loading it full of his goodbyes
Holding an enemy across the line
Shes pulling her weapon to her side
Loading it full of her goodbyes
Holding an enemy across the line
With every battle hes chosing
With every fight hes losing
His enemys not far behind
With every promise shes broken
With every lie shes spoken
Her enemys not far behind |
You make believe everything that you feel
You can’t hear what I’m singing about
Your lips, they move, but you’re speaking in tongues
You stand tall, but you’re thinkin so small,
Yeah, you call yourself a lover
but you’ve never felt love
The pain is rushing down on you
If you change the way you’re living
You can rise above
You can’t win if you’re afraid to lose
Look around
Look around
Look around
You sink into the shadows
You’re invisible there
There’s no one else to worry about
But what you’ll find hidden in the wake of despair
Is faith that it will all work out |
One, then multiplies til you can taste the sun
And burned by the sky you try to take it from
But if it falls, theres no place to run
Crumbling down, its so unreal
Theyre dealing you in to determine your end
And sending you back again, to places youve been
And bending your will til it breaks you, within
And still, they fill their eyes
With the twilight through the skylight
And the highlights on a frame of steel
See the brightness of your likeness
As I write this on a pad with the way I feel
Hear the screaming in my drеaming
As its seeming that youve played your part
Like yourе heartless, take apart this
In the darkness, but I know that Ive tried so hard
I tried so hard and got so far
But in the end, it doesnt even matter
I had to fall to lose it all
But in the end, it doesnt even matter
Ive looked down the line
And whats there is not what ought to be
Held back by the battles they fought for me
Calling me to be part of their property
And now, I see that I get no chance
I get no break
Fakes and snakes quickly lead to mistakes
And as the tightrope within slowly starts to thin
I can only hope that they close their eyes
To the twilight through the skylight
And the highlights on a frame of steel
See the brightness of your likeness
As I write this on a pad to the way I feel
Hear the screaming in my dreaming
As its seeming that youve played your part
Like youre heartless, take apart this
In the darkness, but I know that I tried so hard
I tried so hard and got so far
But in the end, it doesnt even matter
I had to fall to lose it all
But in the end, it doesnt even matter
Ive put my trust in you, pushed as far as I can go
For all this, theres only one thing you should know
Ive put my trust in you, pushed as far as I can go
For all this, theres only one thing you should know
Ive put my trust in you, pushed as far as I can go
For all this, theres only one thing you should know
I tried so hard and got so far
But in the end, it doesnt even matter
I had to fall to lose it all
But in the end, it doesnt even matter |
I remembered black skies
The lightning all around me
I remembered each flash
As time began to blur
Like a startling sign
That fate had finally found me
And your voice was all I heard
That I get what I deserve
So give me reason
To prove me wrong
To wash this memory clean
Let the floods cross
The distance in your eyes
Give me reason
To fill this hole
Connect this space between
Let it be enough to reach the truth that lies
Across this new divide
There was nothing in sight
But memories left abandoned
There was nowhere to hide
The ashes fell like snow
And the ground caved in
Between where we were standing
And your voice was all I heard
That I get what I deserve
So give me reason
To prove me wrong
To wash this memory clean
Let the floods cross
The distance in your eyes
Across this new divide
In every loss in every lie
In every truth that you deny
And each regret and each goodbye
Was a mistake too great to hide
And your voice was all I heard
That I get what I deserve
So give me reason
To prove me wrong
To wash this memory clean
Let the floods cross
The distance in your eyes
Give me reason
To fill this hole
Connect this space between
Let it be enough to reach the truth that lies
Across this new divide
Across this new divide
Across this new divide |
The golden sipp take one yeah
Lets do this shit man
Shout out Mike yeah
1996 from the 656, i was chillin off the flix
Talkin bout it with my sis
Cop the beamer hit the keys
Er PM high clip reloaded
Wrist so lonely put some ice on it
I write it delete it i want you i mean it
Beybleedin spin it yall niggas schemin
Yall niggas daydreamin yall niggas schemin
Yall niggas daydreamin damn i just did it
Callin my niggas for feedback, callin the plug for the big stash
Going straight for the big racks
Bitch come and find me breaking borders
International, reppin 2 sides working on my stripes
Im like Mario jumpin over pipes
I am not the saving hoes type
Im a peaceful guy, but test me up i just might
Get the strap J town, talk
Bitch, i waste no bullets
One straight to the head
One shot one kill no scope one clip
Hit the pop got a click
Palm the palm with the clique
Straightjacket Im a freak
Where the choppa got a streak
Bitch come and find me breaking borders
The fuck is this shit? the fuck do you mean?
You, not a rapper bitch you a meme
Switch it on, I said hello
Get off these niggas
Do a barrel roll
You know im cabron ,you know Im the boss
Fuck your bitch i dont know
Im out of control
Blow it like an oboe
Im not a clone its only me no dos
I like to kill rappers when im bored
From the surface to the core
Hellcat swervin in the curve
Bitch come and find me breaking borders
Give me the strength of the rising sun
Give me the truth of the words unsung
And when the last bells ring, the poor men sing
Bring me to kingdom come
Book a flight to New York
Maybe Im coming back maybe i dont
Maybe ill die alone
Maybe ill get my ass deported
No coming back fam i wont
Goodbye to my hoes, goodbye to my bros
This is my shot
Knock on that door
This is my shot, this is my shot
I grind tough, sucker, make your mind up
Are you in the firing squad or are you in the lineup?
Bang, bang, little monkey man playing with the big guns
Only get you slain, I aint playing, Im just saying
You aint got a sliver of a chance
I get iller, I deliver while you quiver in your pants
So shake, shake down, money, heres the breakdown
You can play the bank, Imma play the bank takedown
And no mistakes now, Im coming to get you
Im just a Banksy, youre a brainwash
Get the picture?
Its like that |
Its your BeanPole
It starts with one thing, I dont know why
It doesnt even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind
I designed this rhyme to explain in due time
All I know
Time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down to the end of the day
The clock ticks life away
Its so unreal
You didnt look out below
Watch the time go right out the window
Tryin to hold on, didnt even know
I wasted it all just to watch you go
I kept everything inside
And even though I tried, it all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be a memory
Of a time when I tried so hard
I tried so hard and got so far
But in the end, it doesnt even matter
I had to fall to lose it all
But in the end, it doesnt even matter
I tried so hard and got so far
But in the end, it doesnt even matter
I had to fall to lose it all
But in the end, it doesnt even matter
One thing, I dont know why
It doesnt even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind, I designed this rhyme
To remind myself how I tried so hard
In spite of the way you were mockin me
Actin like I was part of your property
Remembering all the times you fought with me
Im surprised it got so far
Things arent the way they were before
You wouldnt even recognize me anymore
Not that you knew me back then
But it all comes back to me in the end
You kept everything inside
And even though I tried, it all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually
Be a memory of a time when I tried so hard
I tried so hard and got so far
But in the end, it doesnt even matter
I had to fall to lose it all
But in the end, it doesnt even matter
I tried so hard and got so far
But in the end, it doesnt even matter
I had to fall to lose it all
But in the end, it doesnt even matter
Ive put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this
Theres only one thing you should know |
I got the devil knocking at my door
Trying to sell me back my soul
Cause Im one tough son of a bitch
And you dont want me anymore
I cannot find my piece of mind
Im sick and tired
Im cra-a-a-azy baby
Never find what Im looking for
Cra-a-a-azy baby
Never find what Im looking for
Im cra-a-a-azy baby
Never find what Im looking for |
You love to die and I love to die
We could make it worth
And make it all shit right
Sing this for your life
Sing this for my life
Cant get enough of this
And make it shit is alright
Will you cry all night?
Help it make em right
Trust to give it inside
Inside to full of mind
When this happened?
When this happened?
When this happened
Come to be trusted inside
And make it all alright
Heavy shit is not alright
Baby if you wanna die
All shit is right
Take my hand and be with me
Baby if you wanna
I could call you my dear
If you wanna try me
If you wanna try mе
You can try me baby
Ill follow you
Baby its all that meant
Baby its all that meant
Yеah, Ive been doing this since I was like thirteen my first gig
I played out was 13 years old and uh you know thats like Ive been playing like every week. Since then you know Im..
Im finally just got lucky enough to meet up with the right guys and write the right music and.. |
Tearing me apart with the words you wouldnt say
And suddenly tomorrows a moment washed away
Cause I dont have a reason and you dont have the time
But we both keep on waiting for something we wont find
The light on the horizon was brighter yesterday
With shadows floating over, the scars began to fade
We said it was forever, but then it slipped away
Standing at the end of the final masquerade
The final masquerade
All I ever wanted, the secrеts that you keep
All you ever wanted, thе truth I couldnt speak
Cause I cant see forgiveness and you cant see the crime
But we both keep on waiting, for what we left behind
The light on the horizon was brighter yesterday
With shadows floating over, the scars began to fade
We said it was forever, but then it slipped away
Standing at the end of the final masquerade
The final masquerade
The final masquerade
Standing at the end of the final masquerade
The light on the horizon was brighter yesterday
With shadows floating over, the scars began to fade
We said it was forever, but then it slipped away
Standing at the end of the final masquerade
Standing at the end of the final masquerade
Standing at the end of the final masquerade
The final masquerade |
Well I dont mind stealing bread
From the mouths of decadents
But I cant feed on the powerless
When my cups already overfilled
Yeah
But its on the table
The fires cooking
And theyre farming babies
The slaves are all working
Blood is on the table
The mouths are all choking
But Im goin hungry
Yeah
I dont mind stealing bread
From the mouths of decadents
But I cant feed on the powerless
When my cups already overfilled
But its on the table
The fire is cooking
And theyre farming babies
The slaves are all working
And its on the table
Their mouths are all choking
But Im going hungry
Im going hungry
Im going hungry |
Together we made it
We made it even though we had our backs up against the wall |
Im tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless, lost under the surface
Dont know what youre expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow
Ive become so numb, I cant feel you there
Become so tired, so much more aware
Im becoming this, all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you
Cant you see that youre smothering me?
Holding too tightly, afraid to lose control
Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart, right in front of you
Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow
And every second I waste is more than I can take
Ive become so numb, I cant feel you there
Become so tired, so much more aware
Im becoming this, all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you
And I know I may end up failing, too
But I know you were just like me
With someone disappointed in you
Ive become so numb, I cant feel you there
Become so tired, so much more aware
Im becoming this, all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you
Ive become so numb, I cant feel you there
Im tired of being what you want me to be
Ive become so numb, I cant feel you there
Im tired of being what you want me to be |
Im tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless, lost under the surface
I dont know what youre expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow
Ive become so numb, I cant feel you there
Become so tired, so much more aware
Im becoming this, all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you
Cant you see that youre smothering me?
Holding too tightly, afraid to lose control
Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart, right in front of you
Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow
And every second I waste is more than I can take
Ive become so numb, I cant feel you there
Become so tired, so much more aware
Im becoming this, all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you
And I know I may end up failing, too
But I know you were just like me
With someone disappointed in you
Ive become so numb, I cant feel you there
Become so tired, so much more aware
Im becoming this, all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you
Ive become so numb, I cant feel you there
Im tired of being what you want me to be
Ive become so numb, I cant feel you there
Im tired of being what you want me to be |
You guys feelin kinda warm right now?
I want you guys to take those shirts off and put em over your head
Put em up like this, yall
Lets go‚ come on!
Put em up‚ yall!
Put em up‚ yall!
Yes!
Nothin ever stops all these thoughts
And the pain attached to them
Sometimes, I wonder why this is happenin
Its like nothin I could do will distract me when
I think of how I shot myself in the back again
Cause from the infinite words I could say
I put all the pain you gave to me on display
And didnt realize, instead of settin it free
I took what I hated and made it a part of me
It never goes away‚ it never goes away
And now…
Youve become a part of me, youll always be right here
Youve become a part of me, youll always be my fear
I cant separate myself from what Ive done
Giving up a part of me‚ Ive let myself become you
Come on
Hearin your name, the memory comes back again
I remember when it started happenin
Id see you in every thought I had, and then
The thoughts slowly found words attached to them
And I knew as they escaped away, I was committin myself to em
Every day, I regret sayin those things
Cause now, I see that I took what I hated and made it a part of me
Never goes away, it never goes away
And now…
Youve become a part of me, youll always be right here
Youve become a part of me, youll always be my fear
I cant separate myself from what Ive done
Giving up a part of me, Ive let myself become you
Put em up, yall
You ready?
Put em up, yall
Put em up, yall
Put em up, put em up, put em up!
Gimme my space back, you gotta just
Everything comes down to memories of
I kept it in, but now Im lettin you
I let you go, so get away from me
Gimme my space back, you gotta just
Everything comes down to memories of
Kept it in, but now Im lettin you
Ive let you go
Youve become a part of me, youll always be right here
Youve become a part of me, youll always be my fear
I cant separate myself from what Ive done
Giving up a part of me, Ive let myself become you
Ive let myself become you
Ive let myself become lost inside these thoughts of you
Giving up a part of me, Ive let myself become
That was pretty great, you guys!
People in the pit, youre doin it now, huh?
This dudes got a shirt on that says, Im here to mosh.
Heh
Hes my favorite guy in the crowd. Whats up, homie?
Pit master right there
You guys ready to start this pit?
You ready to get this pit goin?
Put em up if youre ready to get the pit goin! |
I like lollipops and you like unicorns, oh yeah!
Lollipops and unicorns and lollipops and unicorns, oh yeah!
Unicorns and lollipops and unicorns and lollipops, oh yeah!
Unicorns and lollipops and unicorns and lollipops, oh yeah!
I like unicorns and you like lollipops, oh yeah!
I like unicorns and you like lollipops, oh yeah!
Unicorns and lollipops, oh yeah! oh yeah!
Unicorns and lollipops, oh yeah! oh yeah!
Unicorns and lollipops, oh yeah! oh yeah!
Unicorns and lollipops
Oh yeah!
Oh yeah!
Oh yeah!
Oh yeah!
I say oh yeah
Oh yeah!
Oh
Unicorns
Yeah
Unicorns , Lollipops, Unicorns , Lollipops, oh yeah! oh yeah!
Unicorns , Lollipops, Unicorns , Lollipops, oh yeah! oh yeah!
Unicorns |
Crawling in my skin
These wounds, they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing what is real
Theres something inside me that pulls beneath the surface
Consuming, confusing
This lack of self-control I fear is never-ending
Controlling, I cant seem
To find myself again, my walls are closing in
Without a sense of confidence
Im convinced that theres just too much pressure to take
Ive felt this way before, so insecure
Crawling in my skin
These wounds, they will not heal
Fеar is how I fall
Confusing what is real
Discomfort endlessly has pullеd itself upon me
Distracting, reacting
Against my will, I stand beside my own reflection
Its haunting how I cant seem
To find myself again, my walls are closing in
Without a sense of confidence
Im convinced that theres just too much pressure to take
Ive felt this way before, so insecure
Crawling in my skin
These wounds, they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing what is real
Crawling in my skin
These wounds they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing, confusing what is real
(Theres something inside me that pulls beneath the surface
Consuming) Confusing what is real
(This lack of self-control I fear is never-ending
Controlling) Confusing what is real |
Hey, I gotta slow down
I said we gotta slow down
Let me take you back to high school, 94
Well, at least when a had time to go
Walk to the bus stop, sellin on the way
Lil bad with a pocket full of
Fell in love with a shorty that was bad
I would go and skip class just so I could see that
But she was too fast and I was too slow
Cause she wanted a who already had dough
She found her a man who was like 24
But what she didnt know, that he had plenty
She was too young, so now he got a new one
Cause shorty went and bought her a new
See when she catch this , she gon do somethin
Not fight, but shorty gon somethin
But she never got a chance, a change of plans
herself in the back, puttin the in her pants
Live life young, , quit tryin to be grown
You gon miss momma when she dead and gone
Slow your roll, slow it down, my
Slow your roll, slow down, my
Live life, lil mama, quit tryin to be grown
You gon miss daddy when he dead and gone
Slow your roll, cmon, gotta slow down
Slow your roll, think you gotta slow down
I got a graveyard tatted on my arm
So Ima just start with my uncle William Hahn
My momma only brother, he served in the navy
He lost his life because the war made him crazy
My nephew Shannen, 15 years old
When I think how he died, I get real cold
Cause they found him in a field with some crack stones
There was no flesh, it was just bones
I was just home with my cousin Craig
And then I got a phone call, said they found him dead
So whats next, aint went to Bizz funeral yet
Instead of one casket, I need two of them
It dont quit, just when you think Im seein better days
My auntie just find that she got AIDS
And its up cause her life dont end
And she locked up, so she dyin in the pen,
Live life young, , quit tryin to be grown
You gon miss momma when she dead and gone
Slow your roll, slow it down, my
Slow your roll, slow down, my
Live life, lil mama, quit tryin to be grown
You gon miss daddy when he dead and gone
Slow your roll, cmon, gotta slow down
Slow your roll, think you gotta slow down
This cant be life were living
Cause I dont wanna live no more
I dont wanna live no more
Cause I dont wanna live no more
I dont wanna live no more
This cant be life were living
Cause I dont want it no more, no more
This cant be life were living
Cause I dont want it no more, no more
Live life young, , quit tryin to be grown
You gon miss momma when she dead and gone
Slow your roll, slow it down, my
Slow your roll, slow down, my
Live life, lil mama, quit tryin to be grown
You gon miss daddy when he dead and gone
Slow your roll, cmon, gotta slow down
Slow your roll, think you gotta slow down |
Crawling in my skin
These wounds, they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing what is real
Theres something inside me that pulls beneath the surface
Consuming, confusing
This lack of self-control I fear is never ending
Controlling, I cant seem
To find myself again, my walls are closing in
Ive felt this way before, so insecure
Crawling in my skin
These wounds, they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing what is real
Discomfort endlessly has pulled itself upon me
Distracting, reacting
Against my will, I stand beside my own reflection
Its haunting how I cant seem
To find myself again, my walls are closing in
Ive felt this way before, so insecure
Crawling in my skin
These wounds, they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing what is real
Crawling in my skin
These wounds they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing, confusing what is real
Confusing what is real
Confusing what is real |
Where should I start? Disjointed heart
Ive got no commitment to my own flesh and blood
Left all alone, far from my home
No one to hear me, to heal my ill heart
I keep it locked up, inside
I cannot express to the point Ive regressed
If angers a gift, then I guess Ive been blessed
I keep it locked up, inside
Keep my distance from your lies
Its too late to love me, now
You have never shown me
Its too late to love me, now
You dont even know me
Breaking a part of my heart to find release
Taking you out of my blood to bring me peace
Breaking a part of my heart to find release
Taking you out of my blood to bring me peace
Breaking a part of my heart to find release
Taking you out of my blood to bring me peace
Breaking a part of my heart to find release
Taking you out of my blood to bring me peace
Keep it locked up, inside
Keep my distance from your lies
Breaking a part of my heart to find release
Taking you out of my blood to bring me peace
Breaking a part of my heart to find release
Taking you out of my blood to bring me peace
Breaking a part of my heart to find release
Taking you out of my blood to bring me peace
Breaking a part of my heart to find release
Taking you out of my blood to bring me peace
Keep my distance
Keep my distance
Keep my distance
Keep my distance
Spit drips from the jaw of the witless witness
Cryptic colloquialisms shift your mid rift
Dog paddle through a bog of shadows and smog
With my thought catalog, analogue rap battle log
Keep my distance and fear resistance
Hurt by persistence, the twisted web of tangled lies
Strangles my hope to waste and numbs the taste
And Im forced to face these hate crimes
Against the state of being
Feeling the weightlessness press me to the ceiling
Reeling around rooms, riding a bubble of sound
Tuned to the frequency making your chest shake
With every boom
Involuntary muscle contraction
Ignoring your necks breaking, musical gas fume euphoria
The sound pounds to make the dead flush
To hand you a head rush with read rhymes and said stuff |
Part of me wont go away
Every day, reminded how much I hate it
Weighed it against the consequences
Cant live without it, so its senseless
Wanna cut it out of my soul
And just live with the gaping hole
Take control of my life and wash out all the burnt taste
I made the problems in the first place
Hang my head low cause its part of me
You hardly see right next to the heart of me
Hurting me, the wounds soon scar
New cuts cover where the old ones are
And now Im sick of this
I cant stand the sandpaper thoughts that grate on my sanity
I rather not even be
Than the man thats staring in the mirror through me
Cut myself free willingly, stop just whats killing me
Cut myself free willingly, stop just whats killing me
Cut myself free willingly, stop just whats killing me
Cut myself free willingly, stop just whats killing me
I feel it every day
I feel I made my way
I feel it swell up inside
Swell up inside, swallowing me
Freedom can be frightening if youve never felt it
Once its been dealt with
You feel like youve been touched by something angelic
And then melted down into a pool of peace
Cease to be the animal you used to be
Remove the broken parts you know were wrong
And feel the calm when the problems all gone
And then you start to see
Another piece of yourself that you cant let be
Memories of the last fight to free yourself
Taken to the depths of the bottom of the well
And now you know that you can choose
To lose the part in your heart where your insides bruise
You can live if youre willing to
Put a stop to just whats killing you
Cut myself free willingly, stop just whats killing me
Cut myself free willingly, stop just whats killing me
Cut myself free willingly, stop just whats killing me
Cut myself free willingly, stop just whats killing me
I feel it every day
I feel I made my way
I feel it swell up inside
Swell up inside, swallowing me
This part of me wont go away
Part of me wont go away
Everywhere I look around, I see how everything ought to be
Every time I see myself, theres always something wrong with me
Everywhere I look around, I see how everything ought to be
Every time I see myself, theres always something wrong with me
I feel it every day
I feel I made my way
I feel it swell up inside
Swell up inside, swallowing me
I feel it every day
I feel I made my way
I feel it swell up inside
Swell up inside, swallowing me
I feel it swell up inside
Swell up inside, swallowing me
I feel it swell up inside
Swell up inside, swallowing me |
Get up!
Down!
Where have I begun?
Who am I?
I chose to wait alone with crazy eyes
Some tears I will not cry cause they wont wash away
Wish I could feel alive
Wish I could feel deprived
Come on, Ive called you
Dont pass me by, like youre too cool
Come on, Ive called you
Call me
Yeah!
Some tears I will not cry cause they wont wash away
Wish I could feel less pain
As the sky, yeah
Come on, Ive called you
Youre too high for me, and its all true
Come on, Ive called you
Call me
Come on!
Come on, come on, come on, come on
Come on, come on, come on, come on
Come on, come on, come on, come on
Come on, come on, come on, come on
Yeah |
Found me a sea of grey
Scream until the yesterday
Laugh into some others face
Mouth sickened / Cold embrace
2, 3, 4!
Mamamamama
HEY!
Hey!
Endless rain upon my grave
My souls at rest now / Free of pain
My solitudes are so insane
My bluest skies turn reddish gray
HEY!
2, 3, 4!
Mamamamama
Hey!
Yeah!
Yeah, hey, hey, hey, ah
Hey, hey, hey, hey, ah
Smoke mouth!
Smoke mouth!
Smoke mouth!
Smoke mouth!
Smoke mouth!
Smoke mouth!
Smoke mouth!
Smoke mouth!
Smokе! |
Teardrop
Falling in the cracks of every broken heart
Stepping on the backs of all the underdogs
Dying for a chance to feel alive |
Shouldve stayed, were there signs, I ignored?
Can I help you, not to hurt, anymore?
We saw brilliance, when the world, was asleep
There are things that we can have, but cant keep
If they say
Who cares if one more light goes out?
In the sky of a million stars
It flickers, flickers
Who cares when someones time runs out?
If a moment is all we are
Or quicker, quicker
Who cares if one more light goes out?
Well I do
The reminders, pull the floor from your feet
In the kitchen, one more chair than you need, oh
And youre angry, and you should be, its not fair
Just cause you cant see it, doesnt mean it, isnt there
If they say
Who cares if one more light goes out?
In the sky of a million stars
It flickers, flickers
Who cares when someones time runs out?
If a moment is all we are
Or quicker, quicker
Who cares if one more light goes out?
Well I do
Who cares if one more light goes out?
In the sky of a million stars
It flickers, flickers
Who cares when someones time runs out?
If a moment is all we are
Or quicker, quicker
Who cares if one more light goes out?
Well I do
Well I do |
Part of me wont go away
Every day, reminded how much I hate it
Weighed it against the consequences
Cant live without it, so its senseless
Wanna cut it out of my soul
And just live with the gaping hole
Take control of my life and wash out all the burnt taste
I made the problems in the first place
Hang my head low cause its part of me
You hardly see right next to the heart of me
Hurting me, the wounds soon scar
New cuts cover where the old ones arе
And now Im sick of this
I cant stand the sandpaper thoughts that grate on my sanity
I rathеr not even be
Than the man thats staring in the mirror through me
Cut myself free willingly, stop just whats killing me
Cut myself free willingly, stop just whats killing me
Cut myself free willingly, stop just whats killing me
Cut myself free willingly, stop just whats killing me
I feel it every day
I feel I made my way
I feel it swell up inside
Swell up inside, swallowing me
Freedom can be frightening if youve never felt it
Once its been dealt with
You feel like youve been touched by something angelic
And then melted down into a pool of peace
Cease to be the animal you used to be
Remove the broken parts you know were wrong
And feel the calm when the problems all gone
And then you start to see
Another piece of yourself that you cant let be
Memories of the last fight to free yourself
Taken to the depths of the bottom of the well
And now you know that you can choose
To lose the part in your heart where your insides bruise
You can live if youre willing to
Put a stop to just whats killing you
Cut myself free willingly, stop just whats killing me
Cut myself free willingly, stop just whats killing me
Cut myself free willingly, stop just whats killing me
Cut myself free willingly, stop just whats killing me
I feel it every day
I feel I made my way
I feel it swell up inside
Swell up inside, swallowing me
This part of me wont go away
Part of me wont go away
Everywhere I look around, I see how everything ought to be
Every time I see myself, theres always something wrong with me
Everywhere I look around, I see how everything ought to be
Every time I see myself, theres always something wrong with me
I feel it every day
I feel I made my way
I feel it swell up inside
Swell up inside, swallowing me
I feel it every day
I feel I made my way
I feel it swell up inside
Swell up inside, swallowing me
I feel it swell up inside
Swell up inside, swallowing me
I feel it swell up inside
Swell up inside, swallowing me |
Da na na na na na na
The pieces are the secrets
Da, da, da, that Ill never find
Sometimes Ill never
Theres something that Ill never
Something that Ill never find
Its something that Ill never find
Da na na na na na na
Da da na da na na na
Na na na na
Da da da na na na na
Da na na na na na na na |
I carried your banner
I carried your answer
And I was there in the gray
There in the space below
I was there in the gray
There that we came to know
We build ourselves up
To watch it cave in
We build ourselves up
But through it all
We cant wait
To burn it down again
And I was there in the gray
There in thе space below
I was there in the gray
There that I came to know
We build ourselves up
To watch it cave in
We build ourselves up
But through it all
We cant wait
To burn it down again
This aint no joke
I do not play
And I wont hold back the things I say
Cause Im no soldier and youre no king
So I wont bow down and kiss no ring
I built this up from (.....................................
.........................................................................
........................................................................)
So when this falls, I will not run
Cause you cant lay down what Ive begun
And I was there in the gray
There in the space below
I was there in the gray
There that we came to know
We build ourselves up
To watch it cave in
We build ourselves up
But through it all
We cant wait
To burn it down again
When this falls, I will not run
Cause you cant lay down what Ive begun
We cant wait to burn it down again
When this falls, I will not run
Cause you cant lay down what Ive begun
We cant wait to burn it down again |
I cannot take this anymore
Saying everything Ive said before
All these words they make no sense
I find bliss in ignorance
Less I hear, the less you say
Youll find that out anyway
Just like before
Everything you say to me
Takes me one step closer to the edge
And Im about to break
I need a little room to breathe
Cause Im one step closer to the edge
Im about to brеak
I find the answers arent so clеar
Wish I could find a way to disappear
All these thoughts they make no sense
I find bliss in ignorance
Nothing seems to go away
Over and over again
Just like before
Everything you say to me
Takes me one step closer to the edge
And Im about to break
I need a little room to breathe
Cause Im one step closer to the edge
Im about to break
Everything you say to me
Takes me one step closer to the edge
And Im about to break
I need a little room to breathe
Cause Im one step closer to the edge
And Im about to
Break!
Shut up when Im talking to you!
Shut up!
Shut up!
Shut up!
Shut up when Im talking to you!
Shut up!
Shut up!
Shut up!
Shut up!
Im about to break!
Everything you say to me
Takes me one step closer to the edge
And Im about to break
I need a little room to breathe
Cause Im one step closer to the edge
Im about to break
Everything you say to me
Takes me one step closer to the edge
And Im about to break
I need a little room to breathe
Cause Im one step closer to the edge
And Im about to
Break! |
Theres something inside me that pulls beneath the surface
Consuming, confusing
This lack of self-control I fear is never-ending
Controlling, I cant seem
To find myself again, my walls are closing in
Without a sense of confidence
Im convinced that theres just too much pressure to take
Ive felt this way before, so insecure
Crawling in my skin
These wounds, they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing what is real
Discomfort endlessly has pulled itself upon me
Distracting, reacting
Against my will, I stand beside my own reflection
Its haunting how I cant seem
To find myself again, my walls are closing in
Without a sense of confidence
Im convinced that theres just too much pressure to take
Ive felt this way before, so insecure
Crawling in my skin
These wounds, they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing what is real
Crawling in my skin
These wounds they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing, confusing what is real
(Theres something inside me that pulls beneath the surface
Consuming) Confusing what is real
(This lack of self-control I fear is never-ending
Controlling) Confusing what is real |
I cannot take this anymore
Saying everything Ive said before
All these words they make no sense
I found bliss in ignorance
Less I hear the less youll say
Youll find that out anyway
Just like before
Everything you say to me
Takes me one step closer to the edge
And Im about to break
I need a little room to breathe
Cause Im one step closer to the edge
Im about to break
I find the answers arent so clear
Wish I could find a way to disappear
All these thoughts they make no sense
I found bliss in ignorance
Nothing seems to go away
Over and over again
Just like before
Everything you say to me
Takes me one step closer to the edge
And Im about to break
I need a little room to breathe
Cause Im one step closer to the edge
Im about to break
Everything you say to me
Takes me one step closer to the edge
And Im about to break
I need a little room to breathe
Cause Im one step closer to the edge
And Im about to
Break! |
Back, before I said goodbye
Just as the first day turned to night
Just as the concrete turned to dust
And the steel turned into rust
All I could think was a new way to dig through the damage
Couldnt think of a way to get through this
Now, I see you taking advantage
And I find another reason to do this
Im digging us a hole to travel through
I wanna find a way to rattle you
You wanna try to hear the thunder hit?
Youre gonna have to follow me under it
Let go, its begun
Close your eyes, Im not done
Breathe a word and waste your breath
And keep it up til theres nothing left
Now, that I said goodbye
Just as the darkness turned to light
Just as the next light turns to day
And the world gets underway
All I can see is the anticipation
Waiting to take this out on the wind and the raindrops
And I waited patiently, taking it in
Ready for the first of the face-offs
Im digging us a hole to travel through
I wanna find a way to rattle you
You wanna try to hear the thunder hit?
Youre gonna have to follow me under it
Let go, its begun
Close your eyes, Im not done
Breathe a word and waste your breath
And keep it up til theres nothing left
Im digging us a hole to travel through
I wanna find a way to rattle you
You wanna try to hear the thunder hit?
Youre gonna have to follow me under it
Im digging us a hole to travel through
I wanna find a way to rattle you
You wanna try to hear the thunder hit?
Youre gonna have to follow me under it
Im digging us a hole to travel through
I wanna find a way to rattle you
You wanna try to hear the thunder hit?
Youre gonna have to follow me under it
Let go, its begun
Close your eyes, Im not done
Breathe a word and waste your breath
And keep it up til theres nothing left |
I had nothing to say
And Id get lost in the nothingness inside of me
And I let it all out to find
That Im not the only person with these things in mind
But all the vacancy the words revealed
Is the only real thing that Ive got left to feel
Just stuck, hollow and alone
And the fault is my own‚ and the fault is my own
I wanna heal‚ I wanna feel
What I thought was never real
I wanna let go of the pain Ive held so long
Erase all the pain til its gone
I wanna heal‚ I wanna feel
Like Im close to something real
I wanna find something Ive wanted all along
Somewhere I belong
And Ive got nothing to say
I cant believe I didnt fall right down on my face
Looking everywhere, only to find
That its not the way I had imagined it all in my mind
What do I have but negativity?
Cause I cant justify the way everyone is looking at me
Nothing to gain, hollow and alone
And the fault is my own‚ and the fault is my own
I wanna heal, I wanna feel
What I thought was never real
I wanna let go of the pain Ive held so long
Erase all the pain til its gone
I wanna heal, I wanna feel
Like Im close to something real
I wanna find something Ive wanted all along
Somewhere I belong
I will never know myself until I do this on my own
And I will never feel anything else‚ until my wounds are healed
I will never be anything til I break away from me
I will break away, Ill find myself today
I wanna heal, I wanna feel
What I thought was never real
I wanna let go of the pain Ive held so long
Erase all the pain til its gone
I wanna heal, I wanna feel
Like Im close to something real
I wanna find something Ive wanted all along
Somewhere I belong
I wanna heal
I wanna feel like Im somewhere I belong
I wanna heal
I wanna feel like Im somewhere I belong
Somewhere I belong |
I know Ive been a bad boy
Throw my face in it
I know Ive been a bad boy
Shove my face in spit
I know Ill that gets me
my face in it
I know Ill down that gets me
Now I lie in it
I felt the pain inside
Ive seen the blue skies cry
Ive seen the clouds roll by
Why cant I fly?
I know how much it hurts you to hate me
Well, you cant resist
I know how much it hurts you to hate me
Well, you cant show offence
I felt the pain inside
Ive seen the blue skies cry
Ive seen the clouds roll by
Why cant I fly?
Yeah!
I felt the pain inside!
Ivе seen the blue skies cry!
Ivе seen the clouds roll by!
Why cant I fly?
I know Ive been a bad boy
Throw my face in it
I know Ive been a bad boy
Shove my face in spit |
I carried your banner
I carried your answer
And I was there in the gray
There in the space below
I was there in the gray
There that we came to know
We build ourselves up
To watch it cave in
We build ourselves up
But through it all
We cant wait
To burn it down again
And I was there in the gray
There in the space below
I was there in the gray
There that I came to know
We build ourselves up
To watch it cave in
We build ourselves up
But through it all
We cant wait
To burn it down again
This aint no joke
I do not play
And I wont hold back the things I say
Cause Im no soldier and youre no king
I built this up from (.....................................
.........................................................................
........................................................................)
So when this falls, I will not run
Cause you cant lay down what Ive begun
And I was there in the gray
There in the space below
I was there in the gray
There that we came to know
We build ourselves up
To watch it cave in
We build ourselves up
But through it all
We cant wait
To burn it down again
When this falls, I will not run
Cause you cant lay down what Ive begun
We cant wait to burn it down again
When this falls, I will not run
Cause you cant lay down what Ive begun
We cant wait to burn it down again |
me away
I want to be free, yeah
Im just a young boy
Shaking under this tree, oh yeah
Where have I been?!
Does anybody heal with amber?!
Pour it all Ive been seeing, yeah
a wild
see a yeah
I just want to poke his hand cause I
Take me off of this endless highway!
Yeah!
Where have I been?!
Does anybody heal with amber?!
Pour it all Ive been seeing
Does anybody heal?!
Does anybody heal with
Dont chase me away yeah
I want to be free!
Im just a young
Shaking under this tree, oh
Where have I been?!
Does anybody heal with amber, well
Pour it all Ive been seeing
Does anybody heal?!
Does anybody heal with timber
Oh yeah, oh yeah
Thank you |
Forfeit the game before somebody else
Takes you out of the frame and puts your name to shame
Cover up your face, you cant run the race
The pace is to fast, you just wont last
You love the way I look at you
While taking pleasure in the awful things you put me through
You take away, if I give in
My life, my pride is broken
Forfeit the game before somebody else
Takes you out of the frame and puts your namе to shame
Cover up your face, you cant run thе race
The pace is to fast, you just wont last
I wont believe a word you say
Im cut to pieces by the sound of every breath you take
Im swimming through a sea of hurt
My life, my pride is stronger
Forfeit the game before somebody else
Takes you out of the frame and puts your name to shame
Cover up your face, you cant run the race
The pace is to fast, you just wont last
Forfeit the game before somebody else
Takes you out of the frame and puts your name to shame
Cover up your face, you cant run the race
The pace is to fast, you just wont last
Its time to sink or swim
Its time to sink or swim
Its time to sink or swim
To see who gets scared when the lights go dim
Its time to sink or swim
To see who gets scared when the lights go dim
Its time to sink or swim
To see who gets scared when the lights go dim
Forfeit the game before somebody else
Takes you out of the frame and puts your name to shame
Cover up your face, you cant run the race
The pace is to fast, you just wont last
Forfeit the game before somebody else
Takes you out of the frame and puts your name to shame
Cover up your face, you cant run the race
The pace is to fast, you just wont last |
One thing, I dont know why
It doesnt even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind, I designed this rhyme
To explain in due time all I know
Time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down to the end of the day
The clock ticks life away, its so unreal
Didnt look out below
Watch the time go right out the window
Tryin to hold on, didnt even know
I wasted it all just to watch you go
I kept everything inside
And even though I tried, it all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually bе
A memory of a time when I triеd so hard
I tried so hard and got so far
But in the end it doesnt even matter
I had to fall to lose it all
But in the end it doesnt even matter
One thing, I dont know why
It doesnt even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind, I designed this rhyme
To remind myself how I tried so hard
In spite of the way you were mockin me
Actin like I was part of your property
Rememberin all the times you fought with me
Im surprised it got so far
Things arent the way they were before
You wouldnt even recognize me anymore
Not that you knew me back then
But it all comes back to me in the end
You kept everything inside
And even though I tried, it all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be
A memory of a time when I tried so hard
I tried so hard and got so far
But in the end it doesnt even matter
I had to fall to lose it all
But in the end it doesnt even matter
Ive put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this
Theres only one thing you should know
Ive put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this
Theres only one thing you should know
I tried so hard and got so far
But in the end it doesnt even matter
I had to fall to lose it all
But in the end it doesnt even matter |
Memories consume, like opening the wound
Im picking me apart again
You all assume Im safe here in my room
Unless I try to start again
I dont want to be the one the battles always choose
Cause inside, I realize that Im the one confused
I dont know whats worth fighting for or why I have to scream
I dont know why I instigate and say what I dont mean
I dont know how I got this way, I know its not alright
So, Im breaking the habit
Im breaking the habit tonight
Clutching my cure, I tightly lock the door
I try to catch my breath again
I hurt much more than anytime before
I had no options left again
I dont want to be the one the battles always choose
Cause inside, I realize that Im the one confused
I dont know whats worth fighting for or why I have to scream
I dont know why I instigate and say what I dont mean
I dont know how I got this way, Ill never be alright
So, Im breaking the habit
Im breaking the habit tonight
Ill paint it on the walls cause Im the one at fault
Ill never fight again and this is how it ends
I dont know whats worth fighting for or why I have to scream
But now I have some clarity to show you what I mean
I dont know how I got this way, Ill never be alright
So, Im breaking the habit
Im breaking the habit
I’m breaking the habit tonight |
She cant hide, no matter how hard she tries
Her secret disguise behind the lies
And at night, she cries away her pride
With eyes shut tight, staring at her inside
All her friends know why she cant sleep at night
All her family asking if shes alright
All she wants to do is get rid of this hell
Well, all shes gotta do is stop kidding herself
She can only fool herself for so long
She can only fool herself for so long
She can only fool herself for so long
She can only fool herself
I never know just why you run
So far away, far away from me
I never know just why you run
So far away, far away from me
When it comes to how to live his life, he cant be told
Says hes got it all under control
Thinks he knows its not a problem hes stuck with
But in reality, itd be a problem to just quit
An addict and he cant hold the reigns
The pain is worse cause his friends have it the same
Tries to slow down the problem hes got
But cant get off the carousel until he makes it stop
He can only fool himself for so long
He can only fool himself for so long
He can only fool himself for so long
He can only fool himself
I never know just why you run
So far away, far away from me
I never know just why you run
So far away, far away from me
Fly with me, under the wings I gave you
Try to be closer to me and Ill save you
Fly with me, under the wings I gave you
Try to be closer to me and Ill save you
I never know just why you run
So far away, far away from me
I never know just why you run
So far away, far away from me
I never know just why you run
So far away, far away from me
I never know just why you run
So far away, far away from me |
Maybe someday, Ill find my soul
Maybe sometimes, Im outta control
I lost my fears and all my dignity, yeah
Maybe God is just afraid of me, yeah
I gave up everything and now Im alone
I should have listened to what you had told
Although everything I had is gone
I went insane from livin too long
Now my feet are standing free
Facing days of unknown dreams
Children play the razors blade
Cut thy throat, life washed away
Why cant I, why cant I fall?
Why cant I, why cant I fall?
Gods afraid of me
Gods afraid of me, yeah, yeah
Why cant I, why cant I fall?
Why cant I, why cant I fall? |
Rah!
me
let go
Everybodys falling to pieces
Everybodys falling to pieces
Everybodys falling to pieces
Everybodys falling to pieces
Yeah!
me
Everybodys falling to pieces
Everybodys falling to pieces
Everybodys falling to pieces
Everybodys falling to pieces
Everybodys falling to pieces
Everybodys falling to pieces
Everybodys falling to pieces
Everybodys falling to pieces |
She cant hide, no matter how hard she tries
Her secret disguise behind the lies
And at night, she cries away her pride
With eyes shut tight, staring at her insides
All her friends know why she cant sleep at night
All her family asking if shes alright
All she wants to do is get rid of this hell
Well, all shes gotta do is stop kidding herself
Shе can only fool herself for so long
She can only fool hеrself for so long
She can only fool herself for so long
She can only fool herself
I never know just why you run
So far away, far away from me
I never know just why you run
So far away, far away from me
When it comes to how to live his life, he cant be told
Says hes got it all under control
Thinks he knows its not a problem hes stuck with
But in reality, itd be a problem to just quit
An addict and he cant hold the reigns
The pain is worse cause his friends have it the same
Tries to slow down the problem hes got
But cant get off the carousel until he makes it stop
He can only fool himself for so long
He can only fool himself for so long
He can only fool himself for so long
He can only fool himself
I never know just why you run
So far away, far away from me
I never know just why you run
So far away, far away from me
Fly with me, under the wings I gave you
Try to be closer to me and Ill save you
Fly with me, under the wings I gave you
Try to be closer to me and Ill save you
Just follow me
I never know just why you run
And Ill show you what you want to see
Just follow me
So far away, far away from me
And Ill show you what you want to see
I never know just why you run
So far away, far away from me
I never know just why you run
So far away, far away from me
I never know just why you run
So far away, far away from me
I never know just why you run
So far away, far away from me |
A fire needs a space to burn
A breath to build a flame
And you have been my candlelight
So well contained
Cause you won’t know what youve got
You wont know what you’ve got
Until its gone
By burning you at every end
I tried to keep control
Now buried in the very flame
I could not let go |
Uh-huh uh-huh, jigga what
Uh-huh uh-huh, jigga who
Uh-huh uh-huh, jigga what
Uh-huh uh-huh, jigga who
Uh-huh uh-huh, jigga what
You gon need a vocalin right?
Yeah
Motherfuckers wanna act loco
Hit em up, numerous shots with the fo-fo
Faggots wanna talk to po-pos, smoke em like coco
Fuck rap, coke by the boatload
Fuck that on the run-by, gun high, one eye closed
Left holes through some guy clothes
Stop your bullshit, Glock with the full clip
Motherfuckers better duck when the fool spit
One shot could make a nigga do a full flip
See the nigga layin shocked when the fool hit
Hey ma, how you know niggas wanna buy you
But see me I wanna fuck for free like Akinyele
Take this ride, make you feel it insidе your belly
If its tight, get the K-Y Jеlly
All night get you wide up inside the telly
Side to side, til you say, Jay-Z, youre too much for me
I am a little bit of loneliness, a little bit of disregard
Handful of complaints, but I cant help the fact
That everyone can see these scars
I am what I want you to want, what I want you to feel
But its like no matter what I do, I cant convince you
To just believe this is real
So I let go, watching you
Turn your back like you always do
Face away and pretend that Im not
Ill be here cause youre all that Ive got
Woo, woo, uh!
Got a condo with nothin but condoms in it
The same place where the rhymes is invented
So all I do is rap and sex
Imagine how I stroke, see how I was flowin on my last cassette
Rapid-fire like Im blastin a TEC, never jam though
Never get hot, never run out of ammo
Niggas hatin and shit cause I slayed your bitch
You know your favorite, I know it made you sick
And now youre actin raw but you never had war
Dont know how to carry your hoes, wanna marry your ho
Now shes mad at me cause Your Majesty
Just happened to be a pimp—what a tragedy
She want us to end, cause I fucked her friend
She gave me one more chance and I fucked her again
I seen her tears as she busted in
I said, Shit, theres a draft, shut the door bitch and come on in!
I am a little bit insecure, a little unconfident
Cause you dont understand I do what I can
But sometimes, I dont make sense
I am what you never wanna say
But Ive never had a doubt
Its like no matter what I do, I cant convince you
For once, just to hear me out
So I let go, watching you
Turn your back like you always do
Face away and pretend that Im not
And Ill be here cause youre all that Ive got
I cant feel the way I did before
Dont turn your back on me, I wont be ignored
Time wont heal this damage anymore
Dont turn your back on me, I wont be ignored
No, hear me out, now
Youre gonna listen to me, like it or not
Right now, hear me out, now
Youre gonna listen to me, like it or not
Right now
I cant feel the way I did before
Dont turn your back on me, I wont be ignored
I cant feel the way I did before
Dont turn your back on me, I wont be ignored
Time wont heal this damage anymore
Dont turn your back on me, I wont be ignored
I cant feel
Dont turn your back on me, I wont be ignored
Time wont heal
Dont turn your back on me, I wont be ignored |
I will be waiting
With a song in my soul
A fortunate weakling
Which I have foretold
He raises his arms tied
Above the oppressed
Singing his sweet song
His melody opens up the sun
Freedom rain
God has come
The rivers of blood
Pushed back in my veins
She sleeps with her eyes closed
To dream of the past
Her mind has gone blind now
While her memory closes up the sun
Freedom rain
God has come
The rivers of blood
Pushed back in my veins
I will be waiting
Yeah
I will be waiting
With a song in my soul
I will be waiting
With a song in my soul
While her memory closes up the sun
Freedom rain
God has come
The rivers of blood
Pushed back in my veins |
I woke up in a dream today to the cold of the static
And put my cold feet on the floor
Forgot all about yesterday
Remembering Im pretending to be where Im not anymore
A little taste of hypocrisy
And Im left in the wake of the mistake, slow to react
Even though youre so close to me
Youre still so distant and I cant bring you back
Its true, the way I feel
Was promised by your face
The sound of your voice
Painted on my memories
Even if youre not with me
Im with you
With you
I hit you and you hit me back
Wе fall to the floor, the rest of thе day stands still
Fine line between this and that
When things go wrong, I pretend that the past isnt real
Now Im trapped in this memory
And Im left in the wake of the mistake, slow to react
So even though youre close to me
Youre still so distant and I cant bring you back
Its true the way I feel
Was promised by your face
The sound of your voice
Painted on my memories
Even if youre not with me
Im with you
With you
With you
With you
No, no matter how far weve come
I cant wait to see tomorrow
No matter how far weve come
I, I cant wait to see tomorrow
You
With you
With you
With you
You
With you
With you
With you |
Maybe we can do...
You.
Sean: What happened to Lets keep going,?
Chester: I know my part, is that what you said?
Well, lets keep going.
Yeah, thats what you said!
I have to memorize it.
Bobby: One more time! If we dont get it this time its scrapped.
Last time.
Producer: Rolling, were still rolling gentlemen.
Chester: Rolling writah!
Sean: Ready, here we go.
Chester: How many rolls does it take to get to the bottom of the track?
People come around
People let you down
Anywhere you go
Anyone you see
Its real
Its up to you to make it happen
Its up to you to make it real
And you know how it feels
To bleed some, to need some
And you know how it feels
To bleed some, to need some
Tell me what you know
Tell me how you feel
It doesnt matter when youre down
And when you look at me with your eyes
That smile on your face seems happy
Are you happy?
And you know how it feels
To bleed some, to need some
And you know how it feels
To bleed some, to need some |
Part of me wont go away
Every day reminded how much I hate it
Weighted against the consequences
Can’t live without it, so its senseless
Wanna cut out of my soul and just live with a gaping hole
Take control of my life and wash out all the burnt taste
I made the problems in the first place
Hang my head low, cause it’s part of me
Youll hardly see, right next to the heart of me
Hurting me, the routine scar
New cuts cover where the old ones are
So tired of making the same mistakes again and again
The suffering just wont end
And I cant let myself be
The man thats staring in the mirror through me
Cut myself free
Willingly stop just whats killing me
Cut myself free
Willingly stop just whats killing me
Cut myself free
Willingly stop just whats killing me
Cut myself free
Willingly stop just what’s killing me
I feel it every day
I feel I’m in my way
I feel it swell up inside
Swell up inside, swallowing me
Once it’s been dealt with, you feel like youve been touched by something angelic
And then melt it down into a pool of peace
Cease to be the animal you used to be
Remove the broken parts you know were wrong
And feel the calm when the problems all gone
And then you start to see
Another piece of yourself that you cant let be
Memories of the last fight to free yourself
Take you to the depths at the bottom of the well
And then you know that you can choose to lose
The part of your heart where your inside’s bruised
You can live if youre willing to
Put a stop to just whats killing you
Cut myself free
Willingly stop just whats killing me
Cut myself free
Willingly stop just whats killing me
Cut myself free
Willingly stop just whats killing me
Cut myself free
Willingly stop just whats killing me
I feel it every day
I feel Im in my way
I feel it swell up inside
Swell up inside, swallowing me
Alive in me, inside of me
A part turns grey and rocks away silently
Alive in me, inside of me
A part turns grey and rocks away silently
Alive in me, inside of me
A part turns grey and rocks away silently
Alive in me, inside of me
A part turns grey and rocks away silently
I feel it everyday
I feel Im in my way
I feel it swell up inside
Swell up inside, swallowing me
I feel it every day
I feel Im in my way
I feel it swell up inside
Swell up inside, swallowing me
I feel it every day
I feel Im in my way
I feel it swell up inside
Swell up inside, swallowing me |
Thank you
At this time I would like to take the uh... opportunity to introduce this band that we call Gray Daze
Right here next to his guitar is Steve
And the man playing the right here, his name is John
his back here, his name is Sean
And on vocals, my name is Chester
We are Gray Daze
This song is called How Would You Be
How would you be if you wear the
I talk to
And not a problem seen
I could not the
If were away from you
As guilty, he will
Ill pull my hair for you
How would you be!
Ya look at that look, you know it all, down to
So why wont you
Just show them how to do
Just how would you be!
Just want to be a
Nevеr tell them who Ill be
And pеople are locked inside my
The people just like me
Tell me how would you be
How would you be
How would you be
Tell me how would you be! |
Alright, this next song we play for you is the newest song
Its a song called Ryans Wisdom
dedicate this song to Jenny
This ones for you, baby
Smothering did I?
realize
Remembering the things to bring, yeah
river, the ocean is
Cant summon with tie
where go we can talk!
Cant summon with tie
is where I
it go
take you tonight but your power heals him
scar and die!
river, the ocean is
Cant summon with tie
where go, yeah we can talk!
Cant summon with tie
Ahh!
Ahh!
Ahh!
Alright
Alright, alright, alright |
Ive lied to you
The same way that I always do
This is the last smile
That Ill fake for the sake of being with you
Everything falls apart, even the people
Who never frown eventually break down
The sacrifice of hiding in a lie
Everything has to end, youll soon find
Were out of time left to watch it all unwind
The sacrifice is never knowing
Why I never walked away, why I played myself this way
Now I see youre testing me pushes me away
Why I never walked away, why I played myself this way
Now I see youre testing me pushes me away
Ive tried, like you
To do everything you wanted to
This is the last time
Ill take the blame for the sake of being with you
Everything falls apart, even the people
Who never frown eventually break down
The sacrifice of hiding in a lie
Everything has to end, youll soon find
Were out of time left to watch it all unwind
The sacrifice is never knowing
Why I never walked away, why I played myself this way
Now I see youre testing me pushes me away
Why I never walked away, why I played myself this way
Now I see youre testing me pushes me away
Were all out of time
This is how we find how it all unwinds
The sacrifice of hiding in a lie
Were all out of time
This is how we find how it all unwinds
The sacrifice is never knowing
Why I never walked away, why I played myself this way
Now I see youre testing me pushes me away
Why I never walked away, why I played myself this way
Now I see youre testing me pushes me away |
A fire needs a space to burn
A breath to build a flame
And you have been my candlelight
So well contained
By burning you at every end
I tried to keep control
Now buried in the very flame
I could not let go
Cause you dont know what youve got
Oh, you dont know what youve got
No, you dont know what youve got
Til its gone
Til its gone
Til its gone...
A fire needs a space to burn
A breath to build a glow
And I could finally see your light
When I let go
Cause you dont know what youve got
Oh, you dont know what youve got
No, you dont know what youve got
Til its gone
Til its gone
Til its gone... |
Silent criminals analyzed
Through psychic waving tears
Superstitious minds collide
As silence fills the hall
Silence moving proclamations
This silence proving lies
Speechless cries, emotions dull
Shouting out across the hall
Didnt mean to let you down
Im shouting out, so ashamed
Didnt mean to run from you
I didnt mean to
Shouting out
Showing weakness in your eyes
Youre crawling on your knees
Roaming aimless through skies lost
As silence shakes the halls
Creeping past all illusions
Searching thoughts that hide
Silence brakes in weeping hands
Shouting out and in again
Didnt mean to run from you
Im shouting out, so ashamed
Didnt mean to rush you down
I didnt mean to
Shouting out
Shouting out
La de dum
Shouting out
La de da la de da da dum
La de da la de da da dum
La de da la de da da dum
La de da la de da da dum
La de da la de da da dum
La de da la de da da dum
La de da la de da da dum
La de da la de da da dum... |
Why does it feel like night today?
Something in heres not right today
Why am I so uptight today?
Paranoias all I got left
I dont know what stressed out me first
Or how the pressure was fed
But I know just what it feels like
To have a voice in the back of my head
Like a face that I hold inside
A face that awakes when I close my eyes
A face that watches every time I lie
A face that laughs every time I fall
So I know that when its time to sink or swim
That thе face inside is herе in me
Right underneath my skin
Its like Im paranoid, looking over my back
Its like a whirlwind inside of my head
Its like I cant stop what Im hearing within
Its like the face inside is right beneath my skin
I know Ive got a face in me
Points out all my mistakes to me
Youve got a face on the inside, too
And your paranoias probably worse
I dont know what set me off first
But I know what I cant stand
Everybody acts like the fact of the matter
Is I cant add up to what you can
But everybody has a face that they hold inside
A face that awakes when I close their eyes
A face that watches every time they lie
A face that laughs every time they fall
So you know that when its time to sink or swim
That the face inside is watching you, too
Right inside your skin
Its like Im paranoid, looking over my back
Its like a whirlwind inside of my head
Its like I cant stop what Im hearing within
Its like the face inside is right beneath the skin
Its like Im paranoid, looking over my back
Its like a whirlwind inside of my head
Its like I cant stop what Im hearing within
Its like the face inside is right beneath my skin
The face inside is right beneath your skin
The face inside is right beneath your skin
The face inside is right beneath your skin
The sun goes down
I feel the light betray me
The sun goes down
I feel the light betray me
Its like Im paranoid, looking over my back
Its like a whirlwind inside of my head
Its like I cant stop what Im hearing within
Its like the face inside is right beneath the skin
Its like Im paranoid, looking over my back
Its like a whirlwind inside of my head
Its like I cant stop what Im hearing within
Its like I cant stop what Im hearing within
Its like I cant stop what Im hearing within |
Yeah
Yeah
Yeah
Yeah
Yeah
Yeah
You
You |
Give me the strength of the rising sun
Give me the truth of the words unsung
And when the last bells ring, the poor men sing
Bring me to kingdom come |
I cannot take this anymore
Saying everything Ive said before
All these words they make no sense
I find bliss in ignorance
Less I hear, the less you say
Youll find that out anyway
Just like before
Everything you say to me
Takes me one step closer to the edge
And Im about to break
I need a little room to breathe
Cause Im one step closer to the edge
Im about to brеak
I find the answers arent so clеar
Wish I could find a way to disappear
All these thoughts they make no sense
I find bliss in ignorance
Nothing seems to go away
Over and over again
Just like before
Everything you say to me
Takes me one step closer to the edge
And Im about to break
I need a little room to breathe
Cause Im one step closer to the edge
Im about to break
Everything you say to me
Takes me one step closer to the edge
And Im about to break
I need a little room to breathe
Cause Im one step closer to the edge
And Im about to
Break!
Shut up when Im talking to you!
Shut up!
Shut up!
Shut up!
Shut up when Im talking to you!
Shut up!
Shut up!
Shut up!
Shut up!
Im about to break!
Everything you say to me
Takes me one step closer to the edge
And Im about to break
I need a little room to breathe
Cause Im one step closer to the edge
Im about to break
Everything you say to me
Takes me one step closer to the edge
And Im about to break
I need a little room to breathe
Cause Im one step closer to the edge
And Im about to
Break! |
I would have sailed away
If Id known that nothing would change
Staring out my window sill
In my wasted prison cell
And I know what you want
And I know what you feel
As I cradle your loving
And watch you disappear
And I feel your heart beat
Pounding in my head
I like to control you
Cause I cant control myself, myself
Hole, hole
Rain, come my way
Mold my head like a ball of clay
Softly wither into my grave
Never to see the sun again
And I feel your heart beat
Pounding in my head
I like to control you
Cause I cant control myself, myself
All alone in a crowd by myself
So sorry wish I could find a way
Back into your hole again
But Ill become your enemy, yeah
And I feel your heart beat
Pounding in my head
I likе to control you
Cause I cant control myself, myself
Holе |
Part of me wont go away
Every day reminded how much I hate it
Weighted against the consequences
Cant live without it, so its senseless
Want to cut it out of my soul and just live with a gaping hole
Pride myself and taking control of the situation
Responsible for its creation
Hang my head low cause its part of me
You hardly see, right here in the heart of me
Hurting me, the roots old scar
New cuts over where the old ones are
And now Im sick of this
I cant stand the sandpaper thoughts that grate on my sanity
Id rather not even be
Than the man thats staring in the mirror through me
Cut myself free
Willingly, stop just whats killing me
Cut myself free
Willingly, stop just whats killing me
Cut myself free
Willingly, stop just whats killing me
Cut myself free
Willingly, stop just whats killing me
I feel it everyday
I feel Im in my way
I feel it swell up inside
Swell up inside, swallowing me
Freedom can be frightening if youve never felt it
Once its been dealt with
You feel like youve been touched by something angelic
And then melted down into a pool of peace
Cease to be the animal you used to be
Eradicate the paid pollution
Feel the rein of resolution
But then you start to see
Another piece of yourself that you cant let be
Memories of the last fight to free yourself
Take you to the depths of the bottom of the well
So you know that you can choose
To lose the part in your heart where your insides bruised
You can live if youre willing to
Put a stop to just whats killing you
Cut myself free
Willingly, stop just whats killing me
Cut myself free
Willingly, stop just whats killing me
Cut myself free
Willingly, stop just whats killing me
Cut myself free
Willingly, stop just whats killing me
I feel it everyday
I feel Im in my way
I feel it swell up inside
Swell up inside, swallowing me
This part of me wont go away
Part of me wont go away
I feel it everyday
I feel Im in my way
I feel it swell up inside
Swell up inside, swallowing me
I feel it everyday
I feel Im in my way
I feel it swell up inside
Swell up inside, swallowing me
I feel it everyday
I feel Im in my way
I feel it swell up inside
Swell up inside, swallowing me |
Crawling in my skin
These wounds, they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing what is real
Theres something inside me that pulls beneath the surface
Consuming, confusing
This lack of self-control I fear is never-ending
Controlling, I cant seem
To find myself again, my walls are closing in
Ive felt this way before, so insecure
Crawling in my skin
These wounds, they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing what is real
Discomfort endlessly has pulled itself upon me
Distracting, reacting
Against my will, I stand beside my own reflection
Its haunting how I cant seem
To find myself again, my walls are closing in
Ive felt this way before, so insecure
Crawling in my skin
These wounds, they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing what is real
Crawling in my skin
These wounds they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing, confusing what is real
(Theres something inside me that pulls beneath the surface
Consuming) Confusing what is real
(This lack of self-control I fear is never-ending
Controlling) |
I know the answers from the words of
The prophet
Ive seen the light through the fingers
Made of magic
Ive seen an image of the future
Its a vision and I know who you are, yeah...
Go away cant you see youre not real
Open your eye some place far away
Ive seen the ocean and Ive seen the sky
Ive got my wings and Im starting to fly
Yeah
I met a poet tonight behind the masses
I sang a song about my many true addictions
I saw myself in a hole, down below
And I know who you are, yeah...
Im alright though its hard to feel
Open your eye some place far away
Ive seen the ocean and Ive seen the sky
Ive got my wings and Im starting to fly
Yeah
Open your eyes
Look to the sky
Grab your wings
And start to fly
Open your eyes
Look to the sky
Grab your wings
And start to fly
Yeah
Ive seen the ocean and Ive seen the sky
Ive got my wings and Im starting to fly
Ive seen the ocean and Ive seen the sky
Ive got my wings and Im starting to fly, yeah
Woah, Im starting to fly
Yeah Im starting to fly
Woah, Im starting to fly
Yeah Im starting to fly
Yeah, hey
Starting to fly
Starting to fly
Starting to fly |
I don’t like my mind right now
Stacking up problems that are so unnecessary
Wish that I could slow things down
I wanna let go but there’s comfort in the panic
And I drive myself crazy
Thinking everythings about me
Yeah, I drive myself crazy
Cause I can’t escape the gravity
Im holding on
Why is everything so heavy?
Holding on
So much more than I can carry
I keep dragging around whats bringing me down
If I just let go, Id be set free
Holding on
Why is everything so heavy?
You say that Im paranoid
But I’m pretty sure the world is out to get me
It’s not like I make the choice
To let my mind stay so fucking mеssy
I know Im not the center of thе universe
But you keep spinning round me just the same
I know Im not the center of the universe
But you keep spinning round me just the same
Im holding on
Why is everything so heavy?
Holding on
So much more than I can carry
I keep dragging around whats bringing me down
If I just let go, Id be set free
Holding on
Why is everything so heavy?
I know Im not the center of the universe
But you keep spinning round me just the same
I know Im not the center of the universe
But you keep spinning round me just the same
And I drive myself crazy
Thinking everything’s about me
Holding on
Why is everything so heavy?
Holding on
So much more than I can carry
I keep dragging around whats bringing me down
If I just let go, Id be set free
Holding on
Why is everything so heavy?
Why is everything so heavy?
Why is everything so heavy? |
Laughing
You wastin your talent, Randy!
Yeah, ready?
It’s like Im paranoid lookin over my back
It’s like a whirlwind inside of my head
Its like I cant stop what Im hearing within
Its like the face inside is right…
Why does it look like night today?
Something insides not right today
Why am I so uptight today?
Paranoias all I got left
I dont know what stressed me first
Or how the pressure was fed
But I know just what it feels like
To have a voice in the back of my head
It’s like a face that I hold inside
Face that awakes when I close my eyes
Face that watches еvery time they liе
Face that laughs every time they fall
So you know that when it’s time to sink or swim
That the face inside is hearing me
Right underneath my skin
Its like I’m paranoid lookin over my back
Its like a whirlwind inside of my head
Its like I can’t stop what Im hearing within
Its like the face inside is right…
You know I thug em, fuck em, love em, leave em
Cause I dont fuckin need em
Take em out the hood, keep em lookin good
But I dont fuckin feed em
First time they fuss Im breezin
Talkin bout, Whats the reasons?
Im a pimp in every sense of the word, bitch
Better trust than believe em
In the cut where I keep em
Til I need a nut, til I need to beat the guts
Then its, beep beep and Im pickin em up
Let em play with the dick in the truck
Many chicks wanna put Jigga fist in cuffs
Divorce him and split his bucks
Just because you got good head, Ima break bread
So you can be livin it up?
Shit, I parts with nothin, yall be frontin
Me give my heart to a woman?
Not for nothin, never happen
Ill be forever mackin
Heart cold as assassins, I got no passion
I got no patience
And I hate waitin
Ho get yo ass in
And lets ri-i-i-i-i-ide
Check em out now
Ri-i-i-i-i-ide, yeah
Lets ri-i-i-i-i-ide
Check em out now
Ri-i-i-i-i-ide, yeah
We doin Big Pimpin, we spendin cheese
Big Pimpin, on B.L.A.D.s
We doin Big Pimpin up in NYC
Its just that Jigga Man, Pimp C, and B-U-N-B
Big Pimpin, spendin cheese
We doin Big Pimpin, on B.L.A.D.s
We doin Big Pimpin up in NYC
Its just that Jigga Man, Pimp C, and B-U-N-B |
Sometimes, things just seem to fall apart
When you least expect them to
Sometimes you want to pack up and leave behind
All of them and all their smiles
I dont know what to think anymore
Maybe things will get better
Maybe things will look brighter
Maybe, maybe, maybe
Sometimes, people surprise you
And people surprise me
Well I guess thats the price we pay
For wanting so badly
I dont know what to think anymore
Maybe things will get bеtter
Maybe things will look brighter
Maybе, maybe, maybe
Maybe, maybe, maybe, maybe
I dont know what to think anymore
Maybe things will get better
Maybe things will look brighter
Maybe, maybe, maybe
I dont know what to think anymore
Maybe things will get better
Maybe things will look brighter
Maybe, maybe, maybe
Yeah, sometimes |
Forfeit the game before somebody else
Takes you out of the frame and puts your name to shame
Cover up your face, you cant run the race
The pace is too fast, you just wont last
You love the way I look at you
While taking pleasure in the awful things you put me through
You take away if I give in
My life, my pride is broken
You like to think youre never wrong
You live what youve learned
You have to act like youre someone
You live what youve learned
You want someone to hurt like you
You live what youve learned
You want to share what you have been through
You live what youve learned
You love the things I say I do
The way I hurt myself again, just to get back at you
You take away when I give in
My life, my pride is broken
You like to think youre never wrong
You live what youve learned
You have to act like youre someone
You live what youve learned
You want someone to hurt like you
You live what youve learned
You want to share what you have been through
You live what youve learned
Forfeit the game before somebody else
Takes you out of the frame and puts your name to shame
Cover up your face, you cant run the race
The pace is too fast, you just wont last
Forfeit the game before somebody else
Takes you out of the frame and puts your name to shame
Cover up your face, you cant run the race
The pace is too fast, you just wont last
R.I.P. to the radio
They dont play your hits, we dont give a shit, so
All these cats try to use my ass
Now the same damned ones give me cash for racks, fuck this
I dont know what you paint me as
Or understand that no fucks Whitney has
All these critics in my face, but the kid aint done
Got ninety-nine problems, being a bitch aint one, come on
You like to think youre never wrong
You live what youve learned
You have to act like youre someone
You live what youve learned
You want someone to hurt like you
You live what youve learned
You want to share what you have been through
You live what youve learned
You like to think youre never wrong
You live what youve learned
You have to act like youre someone
You live what youve learned
You want someone to hurt like you
You live what youve learned
You want to share what you have been through
You live what youve learned |
I know how much it hurts you to hate me
Well, you cant resist
I know how much it hurts you to hate me
Well, you cant show offence
I felt the pain inside
Ive seen the blue skies cry
Ive seen the clouds roll by
Why cant I fly?
Ive seen the clouds roll by!
Ive seen the blue skies cry!
I felt the pain inside!
Why cant I fly?
Why cant I fly?
I know Ive been a bad boy
Throw my face in it
I know Ive been a bad boy
Shove my face in spit |
I know the answers from the words of
The prophet
Ive seen the light through the fingers
Made of magic
Ive seen an image of the future
Its a vision and I know who you are, yeah...
Go away cant you see youre not real
Open your eye some place far away
Ive seen the ocean and Ive seen the sky
Ive got my wings and Im starting to fly
Yeah
I met a poet tonight behind the masses
I sang a song about my many true addictions
I saw myself in a hole, down below
And I know who you are, yeah...
Im alright though its hard to feel
Open your eye some place far away
Ive seen the ocean and Ive seen the sky
Ive got my wings and Im starting to fly
Yeah
Open your eyes
Look to the sky
Grab your wings
And start to fly
Open your eyes
Look to the sky
Grab your wings
And start to fly
Yeah
Ive seen the ocean and Ive seen the sky
Ive got my wings and Im starting to fly
Ive seen the ocean and Ive seen the sky
Ive got my wings and Im starting to fly, yeah
Woah, Im starting to fly
Yeah Im starting to fly
Woah, Im starting to fly
Yeah Im starting to fly
Yeah, hey
Starting to fly
Starting to fly
Starting to fly |
I ordered a Frappuccino, wheres my fucking Frappuccino?
Alright, lets do this.
When I pretend everything is what I want it to be
I look exactly like what you had always wanted to see
When I pretend, I can forget about the criminal I am
Stealing second after second just cause I know I can, but
I cant pretend this is the way itll stay, Im just
Trying to bend the truth
I cant pretend Im who you want me to be so Im
Lying my way from
If you feelin like a pimp, nigga, go and brush your shoulders off
Ladies is pimps too, go and brush your shoulders off
Niggas is crazy, baby, dont forget that boy told you
Get that dirt off your shoulder
I probably owe it to yall, probably be lockеd by the force
Tryin to hustle somе things that go with the Porsche
Feelin no remorse, feelin like my hand was forced
Middle finger to the law, nigga, grippin my balls
Said the ladies, they love me
From the bleachers they screamin
All the ballers is bouncin, they like the way I be leanin
All the rappers be hatin off the track that Im makin
But all the hustlers, they love it, just to see one of us make it
Came from the bottom of bottom, to the Top of the Pops
Nigga, London, Japan and Im straight off the block
Like a running back, get it? Man, Im straight off the block
I can run it back, nigga, ‘cause Im straight with the Roc, cmon
If you feelin like a pimp, nigga, go and brush your shoulders off
Ladies is pimps too, go and brush your shoulders off
Niggas is crazy, baby, dont forget that boy told you
Get that dirt off your shoulder
You gotta get that dirt off your shoulder
You gotta get that dirt off your shoulder
You gotta get that dirt off your shoulder
You gotta get that dirt off your shoulder
Your homie Hov in position, in the kitchen with soda
I just whipped up a watch, tryin to get me a Rover
Tryin to stretch out the coca, like a wrestler, yessir
Keep the Heckler close, you know them smokersll test ya
But, like, 52 cards went out, Im through dealin
Now 52 bars come out, now you feel em
Now 52 cars roll out, remove ceilin
In case 52 broads come out, now you chillin
With a boss, bitch, of course, S.C. on the sleeve
At the 40/40 club, ESPN on the screen
I paid a grip for the jeans, plus the slippers is clean
No chrome on the wheels, Im a grown-up for real, chill
Yeah, I remember what they taught to me
Remember condescending talk of who I ought to be
Remember listenin to all of that and this again
So I pretended up a person who was fittin in
And now you think this person really is me and Im
Trying to bend the truth
But the more I push, the more Im pulling away cause Im
Lying my way from
You
I wanna be pushed aside, so let me go
Let me take me back my life, Id rather be all alone
Anywhere on my own, cause I can see
The very worst part of you, the very worst part of you
Is me
This isnt what I wanted to be
I never thought that what I said would have you running from me
Like this, this isnt what I wanted to be
I never thought that what I said would have you running from me Like this, this isnt what I wanted to be
I never thought that what I said would have you running from me
Like this, this isnt what I wanted to be
I never thought that what I said would have you running from me
Like this
You
I wanna be pushed aside, so let me go
Let me take me back my life, Id rather be all alone
Anywhere on my own, cause I can see
The very worst part of you, the very worst part of you
Is me
Biatch! |
Memories consume, like opening the wound
Im picking me apart again
You all assume Im safe here in my room
Unless I try to start again
I dont want to be the one the battles always choose
Cause inside, I realize that Im the one confused
I dont know whats worth fighting for or why I have to scream
I dont know why I instigate and say what I dont mean
I dont know how I got this way, I know its not alright
So, Im breaking the habit
Im breaking the habit tonight
Clutching my cure, I tightly lock the door
I try to catch my breath again
I hurt much more than anytime before
I had no options left again
I dont want to be the one the battles always choose
Cause inside, I realize that Im the one confused
I dont know whats worth fighting for or why I have to scream
I dont know why I instigate and say what I dont mean
I dont know how I got this way, Ill never be alright
So, Im breaking the habit
Im breaking the habit tonight
Ill paint it on the walls cause Im the one at fault
Ill never fight again and this is how it ends
I dont know whats worth fighting for or why I have to scream
But now I have some clarity to show you what I mean
I dont know how I got this way, Ill never be alright
So, Im breaking the habit
Im breaking the habit
I’m breaking the habit tonight |
Smoke another cigarette, it kills the pain
Thats all thats left of me anymore
Choke on all of my regrets, feeling a strain in every breath
Stumble as I crawl
Then I fall into you
And I fade away
I fall into you
And I fade
Like a crutch you carry me without restraint
Back to a place where I am not alone
Im a man whose tragedies have been replaced
With memories tattooed upon my soul
Then I fall into you
And I fade away
I fall into you
And I fade
You said time to tear down the walls
You know not everythings your fault
But in a way, our mistakеs have brought us here today
You say just look how far youvе come
Despite all those things youve done
Youll always be the one, to catch me when I
Fall into you
And I fade away
I fall into you
And I fade
Smoke another cigarette, it kills the pain
Thats all thats left of me anymore
Choke on all of my regrets, feeling a strain in every breath
Stumble as I crawl
Then I fall into you
And I fade
You said time to tear down the walls
You know not everythings your fault
But in a way, our mistakes have brought us here today
You say just look how far youve come
Despite all those things youve done
Youll always be the one, to catch me when I
I fall into you
And I fade away
I fall into you
And I fade |
I am a little bit of loneliness
A little bit of disregard
Handful of complaints, but I cant help the fact
That everyone can see these scars
I am what I want you to want
What I want you to feel
But, its like no matter what I do, I cant convince you
To just believe this is real
So, I let go, watching you
Turn your back like you always do
Face away and pretend that Im not
But Ill be here cause youre all that I got
I cant feel the way I did before
Dont turn your back on me, I wont be ignored
Time wont heal this damage anymore
Dont turn your back on me, I wont be ignored
I am a little bit insecure
A little unconfident
Cause you dont understand, I do what I can
But sometimes, I dont make sense
I am what you never wanna say
But, Ive never had a doubt
Its like no matter what I do, I cant convince you
For once, just to hear me out
So, I let go, watching you
Turn your back like you always do
Face away and pretend that Im not
But Ill be here cause youre all that Ive got
I cant feel the way I did before
Dont turn your back on me, I wont be ignored
Time wont heal this damage anymore
Dont turn your back on me, I wont be ignored
No, hear me out, now
Youre gonna listen to me, like it or not
Right now, hear me out, now
Youre gonna listen to me, like it or not
Right now
I cant feel the way I did before
Dont turn your back on me, I wont be ignored
I cant feel the way I did before
Dont turn your back on me, I wont be ignored
Time wont heal this damage anymore
Dont turn your back on me, I wont be ignored
I cant feel
Dont turn your back on me, I wont be ignored
Time wont heal
Dont turn your back on me, I wont be ignored |
Whats in the eye, can you tell me?
Watching the time pass me by
Theres so much locked up inside
Dont go too fast, my friend
Or youll lose control
Dont go too fast, my friend
Or youll lose control
Whats in the eye that I cannot catch?
Is me I want to know?
Why its so hard to let go?
Dont go too fast, my friend
Or youll lose control
Dont go too fast, my friend
Or youll lose control
Dont go, dont you go, dont you go, no-no
Dont go, dont you go, dont you go, no-no, no
Dont go too fast, my friend
Or youll lose control
Dont go too fast, my friend
Or youll lose control
Dont go, dont you go, dont you go, no-no, no
Dont go, dont you go, dont you go, no-no, no
Dont go, dont you go, dont you go, why? |
I scream through the morning
Im kicking the twilight as she comes
Time waits, ever dawning
Spoonin the thickness out and feedin our open mouths
The price you pay is always…
Too high or too familiar
Sunshine, karma killer
Time waits, ever dawning
When youre following the animals around
I scream through the morning
Feeding our open mouths and spooning the thickness out
The price you pay is always…
Too high or too familiar
Sunshine, karma killer
Too high or too familiar
Sunshine, karma killer
My eyes are weary now
My eyes are weary
My eyes are weary
Too high or too familiar
Sunshine, karma killer
Too high or too familiar
Sunshine, karma killer
Karma killer
Karma killer
Karma killer
As it kicks you, did it ever miss you?
Will I ever miss you?
Will I ever miss you?
Will I ever miss you?
Will I ever miss you?
Will I ever? |
My name is H-to-the-O-V
I used to move snowflakes by the O-Z
I guess even back then you can call me
CEO of the R-O-C, Hov!
Fresh out the fryin pan into the fire
I be the, music biz number one supplier
Flyer/flier than a piece of paper bearin my name
Got the hottest chick in the game wearin my chain, thats right
Not D.O.C
But similar to them letters, No One Can Do it Better
I check cheddar like a food inspеctor
My homey Strict told me, Dude finish your brеakfast
So thats what Ima do, take you back to the dude
With the Lexus, fast-forward the jewels and the necklace
Let me tell you dudes what I do to protect this
I shoot at you actors like movie directors mother... |
Waking in sweat again
Another days been laid to waste, in my disgrace
Stuck in my head again
Feels like Ill never leave this place, theres no escape
Im my own worst enemy...
Ive given up, Im sick of feeling
Is there nothing you can say?
Take this all away, Im suffocating
Tell me what the fuck is wrong with me
I dont know what to take
Thought I was focused but Im scared, Im not prepared
I hyperventilate
Looking for help somehow, somewhere and no one cares
Im my own worst enemy
Ive given up, Im sick of feeling
Is there nothing you can say?
Take this all away, Im suffocating
Tell me what the fuck is wrong with me
God!
Put me out of my misery!
Put me out of my misery!
Put me out of my
Put me out of my fucking misery!
Ive given up, Im sick of feeling
Is there nothing you can say?
Take this all away, Im suffocating
Tell me what the fuck is wrong with me |
Give me your smile, give me your name girl
Give me a sign to guide my way
And get what Ive came for
Cause you dont come easy
Give me your hand, come walk with me girl
Nothings that far when youre near
So come even closer to me
Something so easy to do
And then I fall into the ocean
Inside of your eyes
Taking me deeper
Where all the pain dies
Give me your smile, give me your name girl
Let them know that youre mine
And Ill do the same for you
Cause our love comes easy
And then I fall into the ocean
Inside of your eyes
Taking me deeper
Giving me new life
Youre mine
And then I fall into the ocean
Inside of your arms
Taking me deeper
To where all the pain goes
And then I fall into the ocean
Inside of your eyes
Taking me deeper
Giving me new life
Youre mine
Youre mine |
20 eyes in my head
20 eyes in my head
20 eyes in my head
Theyre all the same, theyre all the same
When youre seeing 20 things at a time
You just cant slow things down, baby
When youre seeing 20 things in your mind
You just cant slow things down
And all those eyes
Said theyre crowding up your human face
I said all those eyes
Take an overload
20 eyes in my head
20 eyes in my head
20 eyes in my head
Thеyre all the same, thеyre all the same
When youre seeing 20 things at a time
You just cant slow things down, baby
When youre seeing 20 things in your mind
You just cant slow things down
And all those eyes
Said you feel motherfucking 20 things at a time
I said all those eyes
Said whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa
20 eyes in my head
20 eyes in my head
20 eyes in my head
Theyre all the same
When youre seeing 20 things at a time
You just cant slow things down, baby
When youre seeing 20 things in your mind
You just cant slow things down
And all my eyes
Said theyre crowding up my human face
I said all my eyes
Take an overload
Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa |
Everything is downfall from the sky
Burning everything with the blink of an eye
Underneath the dust, get delivered the truth
Everybodys gonna die, that means me and even you
You, you, you
You kiss away all of my pain
You wash away these bitter stains
You are to blame, my suffering
You kiss away all of my pain
You wash away these bitter stains
You are to blame, my suffering
Lethal forces like a ricochet
Pulling down below from the night until the day
To free the burning sun
To burn up everyone
Just like it did before
You better run for sure
You kiss away all of my pain
You wash away these bitter stains
You are to blame, my suffering
You kiss away all of my pain
You wash away these bitter stains
You are to blame, my suffering
You kiss away all of my pain
You wash away these bitter stains
You are to blame, my suffering
My, my, my, my
My, my, my, my
My, my, my, my
My, my, my suffering |
Fire / fire in a sky up above
Theres a sea thats burning
Fueled by the wind cause the earth is turning
Fire / fire in the ground down below
Its a sea thats burning
Fueled by the earth that was wildly turning
Fire / fire in our eyes
Thats the reason why our tears keep falling
To put out the fires that our hearts are starting
Find a way to keep my flesh from burning
Down to the bone
Down to the bone
Find a way to keep my flesh from burning
Down to the bone
Down to the
Down to the bone
Down to the bone
Fire / fire in a sky up above
Theres a sea thats burning
Fueled by the wind cause the earth is turning
Fire / fire in our eyes
Thats the reason why our tears keep falling
To put out the fires that our hearts are starting
Find a way to keep my flesh from burning
Down to the bone
Down to the
Down to the bone
Down to the bone
Down to the
Down to the bone
Down to the bone
Find a way to keep my flesh from burning |