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Today, I felt very hot and nagging.

النار اليوم حسيت بالحراره زايده نغز على

Yesterday, my throat was drying up every time I took a few steps.

البارح حلق ينشف كل ما تمشي خطوات قليله

And every time I drank that hot water in the countryside,

وكل ما شربت ذاك الماء السخون في الريفو

every time I felt

كل ما حسيت بقر

burning cows, I was surrounded by someone. The pain was driving me through my stomach because of the

شاعله كرفني واحد الوجع مقود في كرشي بسبب

pain we were drinking. I didn’t know how much of it. Once upon a time, I had

الما كنشرب ماعرف شحال من مره كص

breakfast, to be honest, I didn't feel like I was scratching my head just like yesterday, and I wish I had put it

الفطور صراحه ما بقيتش كستح كيف ما البارح

where I was, and I felt it coming. I was lazy, I was

وليت كنحط فين ما والحس بها

scratching the stone, I didn't have to

جايه كسالي كسح بالحجر بلاصه الما باش

live in

ماعيش الطرون

the house. The heat increased, and I felt like I was starting to feel

مرا الدار تزادت الحراره وحسيت بداتي

stuck. It

كتلصق

reached the stages of disappointment. Sirto, with that

الع وصل بي لمراحل خايبه سيرتو مع ذك

bed that was

السرسره اللي كانت

in it, I complained about my ignorant worries in my mind, but it didn't.

فيها شكيت همي الباطرون بوهالي ولكن ما

I made it easy for the courteous service. They don't take

خففت عل الخدمه الباطرون ما كياخد حى شي

anything into

حاجه بعين

consideration. The important thing is that the service was on

الاعتبار المهم عنده الخدمه دار في

time. The afternoon arrived, and I didn't know how to win. I'm in a good condition. I'm in a complete state of the greenhouse. My

وقيته وصل العصر ولا داتي فاز ك بحال غيني

state of lack of

فيشي برمه ديال الصوبه حالتي المعدومه من

washing is collapsed. I arrived there. Words cannot

الغسيل منهار وصلت هناك يعجز الكلام على

describe it. I didn't get a little bit of water from the wall. The

وصفه فش فرت واحد شويه د الماء من الحوط

sheep's dial. And I washed my hands and my face, and then I felt like I was rotten. I

ديال الغنم وغسلت با ايدي ووجهي وخا هكاك

walked into the bed and between my legs, it was lying cold on the floor next to the bed at night,

رجلي طح الليله تجبد في الارض جنب السرير

and I stayed awake and my mother was all visible. We

وبقيت فايق وخا داتي كلها

were supposed to think about my country, my family, my

عيانه كان المفروض نتفكر بلادي وفا ميلتي

sorrows, and where is the dead.

و حزاني وفين لا حتن

This thought did not come to my mind in a clear state.

القضار ه الفكر ما جاتش في بالي بحال صافي

I was cut off from one world and headed for

تقطعت على الدنيا ودزت

the next. You can wonder how we smoked in slippers. The

لاخرى يقدر يطيح لكم العجب كيفاش دخنا

white flag. What is this speed? Is the

بالخف الرايه البيضاء ايه به السرعه هذه

past for me a stranger to this

ولا الماضي بالنسبه لي غريب على هذا

world in which I live? The flag was placed on me.

العالم اللي عايش فيه تحطت لي النويه

The desk was on my neck and my head was bent to the ground. My face was

المكتب على عنقي وراسي محني الارض وجهي

pressed to the side. This calamity is wearing kohl.

مكبوب على الص دذ المصيبه الكحله

This is for me to adapt to the situation. Since this is the

هذه خصني نتكيف مع الوضعيه حيت هذا هو

solution so that we can continue to live, I kept thinking about

الحل باش نبقى عايش الذا بقيت كنفكر في

the past, I am going to spend the hours and believe it, drowning in

الماضي غادي نقود السوايع نصدق غارق في

my pain. Maybe this is the way we continue to

وجعي يمكن هذه هي الطريقه اللي بقاو

live, the people who knew who I was before

عايشين بها الناس اللي دازو من انا قبل

me. How can

مني شنو بان

you know what I was thinking about this

لكم تقدروا تعرفوا فيش كنت كنفكر هذ

night? I was thinking about how to milk the goats.

الليله كنت كنفكر كيفاش نحلب المعيز كيف

Al-Buhali, how can we let go of all the sheep in the

البوهالي كيفاش نسرح كاع الغنم اللي في

pen alone, and living is my business? Let us think about what

زريبه بوحدي والعيش خصني نرد البال وشنو

mistakes were made today, and how can

الغلطات اللي درت اليوم وكيفاش

we come to an understanding? Don’t feel sad about yesterday, and I have no

نتفاهم ما تحسر طع على البارح وما بانلي

hope for tomorrow. My head is full of anything but the service

امل في الغد له راسي عامر غير بالخدمه

that is mine to spend. When the

اللي خصني نقضيه فاش يبدا

day begins, I am left thinking and getting bored while I am slipping into

النهار بقيت كنفكر وكن تمل حى زلقت في

sleepiness and fear. The pain, so I woke up tomorrow. Why did I find a

نعيسه وخا الوجع فش فقت الغد ليه لقيت

shamisha shining like watching

شميشه شارقه كتفرج

me? I went out to bed and found my father was not there.

فيا طلعيت في السرير لقيت بوالي ماكاينش

Maybe the servants started early. I went to the barn, afraid we would break down

يمكن بدا الخدم بكري مشيت زريبه خفت نعطل

on the farm. I did not find Al-Buhali alive

على الحيب ما لقيتش البوهالي حى

here. Contrary to the custom, the Al-Buhali sheep did not leave

هنا وعلى عكس عادت ما خرجت البوهالي الغنم

the shed, and there was no fodder or

من السرحه وما حط لهم لا علف لا

barley that I turned over to them. I couldn't find any of the corrals. I

شعير قلبت عليه في كاع الزرايب

went back to the side of the bed to see what was

مالقيتوش رجعت لجهه السرير نشوف باليز

left of the old clothes in his place. It was

القديمه ش باقى في بلاصه ح هي

not there. I

ماكش

started to doubt why I was crying. Why did the trooper come

واي بدا يدخلني الشك فاش عيط ليه الباطرون

from the tent? He dropped the bucket and said to me, "The goat of Aleppo, I

جاي من الخيمه مدل السطل وقاللي سير حلب

saw a rooster in the picture.

المعيز شفت في ديك الشوفه

Where is the Buhali?"

ديال فين هو البوهالي

And he said to me one sentence: "He's full" with speech

ويقوللي واحد الجمله شبعان سبان وكع

and hatred, so I understood something. One of

وحقده ففهمت حاجه واحده من

his words is that our brother Al-Buhali escaped from Janna from

كلامه ان اخونا البوهالي هرب من جنا من

Al-Kahla. Come on, for two days, we will know what

الكحله يلا يومين باش عرفت نعرف شنو غدي

we will call this

نسمي ه

knowledge. Little talk for our daughters, and I did not know his name, nor

المعرفه كلام قليل داز بناتنا وما عرفت لا

his country, nor the neighborhood he was known

سميته ولا بلاده ولا حى معلومه

for. He left me immobile. I did not know why I lived. I felt my

عليه غ خلاني مازم ما عرفتش علاش حي حسيت

head alone in it. The

راسي بوحدي فييه

pandemic was in my feet. Two drops were

الجائحه رجلي ما بقوش قطرين

shaking. I had the shock that comes from one thing.

يهزون جاتني الصدمه اللي كتجي لشي واحد

Come on, they told me, “Your mother or your father is

يلا قالوا لي را امك ولا باك

dead.” The masterminds are dead, and the one who is in a state of missing money.

مات الباطرون باللي بحال عنده زايد ناقص

Where did Al-Buhali escape and how? And whoever did not

فين هرب البوهالي وكيفاش ومع من ما كان

want to know anything about

باغي يعرف حى حاجه من

this, except for someone who heard me, I ran away one day. This is the

هشي الا كاع سمعني هربت شي نهار تكون ردت

reaction. This is how Al-Buhali escaped. There was someone who

الفعل دياله هكا ال هرب البوهالي را كاين

survived and escaped. May God give us something other than him. He did

ناجب وال هرب ربنا جيبرا عطى الله من غيره

not accompany my companions with those who were innocent. He was going to

اخر ما كانش يصحابي باللي الباطرون غادي

hope for

يرجي

this behavior of his from the first day. He was a scoundrel who would

هكا سلوك دياله من النهار الاول بلي قاصح

shoot paper in the sky and show me that he

يطلق القرطاس في السماء ويبين لي لي جيمال

could see them from afar. He would meet us a long time ago,

اللي يقدر يشوف بهم بعيد يقابلنا بالطويل

so they would have gone out to the theater and stayed. He was looming over us,

فاش كان خرجوا لل السرحه ويبقى يحوم علينا

no, we had walked a long way, and it became clear to me that he was never going to

لا مشينا بعيد فبان لي باللي ما عمرو غادي

let us get out of this hell, and from the Bohali. I felt

يخلينا نخرجوا من هذا جهنم وت من البوهالي

like he was coughing, he came to me and you were trying to

كنت كنحس به باللي كيح درني وياك تحاول

escape something during the day, no, he was going to kill you. His heart was not

تهرب شي نهار لا شدك غادي يقتلك قلبه ما

merciful, and he always ran away and left me here with the

الرحمه وهو دابا هرب وخلاني هنا بالكذاب

other liar. He should have let me serve him.

الاخر كانبغي يخليلي خدمته موراه ذاكشي

Why was he

علاش كان يخلعني

supposedly taking me off? Here, the tyrants are talking, and the one who ran away

زعما هاهو الباطرون مكالم واللي هرب را

ran away, and so on. I was happy with this escape for three

هرب وخا هكاك فرحت بهذا الهربه لثلاثه

days. The first reasons are that her grief was freed from this burden. The second is that I am able to escape from here any day, and the third for me is that it is important at this moment, and that the

نهار والثالث لي هو مهم في هذ اللحظه وان

bed of the urinary chamber is gone. Yo, Diyali, I'm no

السرير ديال البوالي غادي يولي ديالي ما