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They began to be frightened at last at Pulcheria Alexandrovna’s strange
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silence on certain subjects. She did not, for instance, complain of
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getting no letters from him, though in previous years she had only lived
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on the hope of letters from her beloved Rodya. This was the cause of
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great uneasiness to Dounia; the idea occurred to her that her mother
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suspected that there was something terrible in her son’s fate and was
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afraid to ask, for fear of hearing something still more awful. In any
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case, Dounia saw clearly that her mother was not in full possession of
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her faculties.
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It happened once or twice, however, that Pulcheria Alexandrovna gave
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such a turn to the conversation that it was impossible to answer her
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without mentioning where Rodya was, and on receiving unsatisfactory and
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suspicious answers she became at once gloomy and silent, and this mood
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lasted for a long time. Dounia saw at last that it was hard to deceive
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her and came to the conclusion that it was better to be absolutely
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silent on certain points; but it became more and more evident that
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the poor mother suspected something terrible. Dounia remembered her
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brother’s telling her that her mother had overheard her talking in her
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sleep on the night after her interview with Svidrigaïlov and before the
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fatal day of the confession: had not she made out something from that?
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Sometimes days and even weeks of gloomy silence and tears would be
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succeeded by a period of hysterical animation, and the invalid would
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begin to talk almost incessantly of her son, of her hopes of his
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future.... Her fancies were sometimes very strange. They humoured her,
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pretended to agree with her (she saw perhaps that they were pretending),
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but she still went on talking.
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Five months after Raskolnikov’s confession, he was sentenced. Razumihin
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and Sonia saw him in prison as often as it was possible. At last
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the moment of separation came. Dounia swore to her brother that the
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separation should not be for ever, Razumihin did the same. Razumihin, in
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his youthful ardour, had firmly resolved to lay the foundations at least
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of a secure livelihood during the next three or four years, and saving
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up a certain sum, to emigrate to Siberia, a country rich in every
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natural resource and in need of workers, active men and capital. There
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they would settle in the town where Rodya was and all together would
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begin a new life. They all wept at parting.
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Raskolnikov had been very dreamy for a few days before. He asked a great
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deal about his mother and was constantly anxious about her. He worried
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so much about her that it alarmed Dounia. When he heard about his
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mother’s illness he became very gloomy. With Sonia he was particularly
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reserved all the time. With the help of the money left to her by
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Svidrigaïlov, Sonia had long ago made her preparations to follow the
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party of convicts in which he was despatched to Siberia. Not a word
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passed between Raskolnikov and her on the subject, but both knew it
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would be so. At the final leave-taking he smiled strangely at his
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sister’s and Razumihin’s fervent anticipations of their happy future
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together when he should come out of prison. He predicted that their
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mother’s illness would soon have a fatal ending. Sonia and he at last
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set off.
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Two months later Dounia was married to Razumihin. It was a quiet and
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sorrowful wedding; Porfiry Petrovitch and Zossimov were invited however.
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During all this period Razumihin wore an air of resolute determination.
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Dounia put implicit faith in his carrying out his plans and indeed she
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could not but believe in him. He displayed a rare strength of will.
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Among other things he began attending university lectures again in order
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to take his degree. They were continually making plans for the future;
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both counted on settling in Siberia within five years at least. Till
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then they rested their hopes on Sonia.
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Pulcheria Alexandrovna was delighted to give her blessing to Dounia’s
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marriage with Razumihin; but after the marriage she became even more
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melancholy and anxious. To give her pleasure Razumihin told her how
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Raskolnikov had looked after the poor student and his decrepit father
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and how a year ago he had been burnt and injured in rescuing two
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little children from a fire. These two pieces of news excited Pulcheria
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Alexandrovna’s disordered imagination almost to ecstasy. She was
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continually talking about them, even entering into conversation with
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strangers in the street, though Dounia always accompanied her. In public
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conveyances and shops, wherever she could capture a listener, she would
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begin the discourse about her son, his article, how he had helped the
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student, how he had been burnt at the fire, and so on! Dounia did
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not know how to restrain her. Apart from the danger of her morbid
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excitement, there was the risk of someone’s recalling Raskolnikov’s name
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and speaking of the recent trial. Pulcheria Alexandrovna found out the
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address of the mother of the two children her son had saved and insisted
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on going to see her.
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At last her restlessness reached an extreme point. She would sometimes
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begin to cry suddenly and was often ill and feverishly delirious. One
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morning she declared that by her reckoning Rodya ought soon to be home,
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that she remembered when he said good-bye to her he said that they must
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expect him back in nine months. She began to prepare for his coming,
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began to do up her room for him, to clean the furniture, to wash and
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put up new hangings and so on. Dounia was anxious, but said nothing and
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helped her to arrange the room. After a fatiguing day spent in continual
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fancies, in joyful day-dreams and tears, Pulcheria Alexandrovna was
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taken ill in the night and by morning she was feverish and delirious.
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It was brain fever. She died within a fortnight. In her delirium she
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dropped words which showed that she knew a great deal more about her
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son’s terrible fate than they had supposed.
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For a long time Raskolnikov did not know of his mother’s death, though
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a regular correspondence had been maintained from the time he reached
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Siberia. It was carried on by means of Sonia, who wrote every month
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to the Razumihins and received an answer with unfailing regularity. At
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first they found Sonia’s letters dry and unsatisfactory, but later on
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