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anyone play job simulator anyone know song infinite overtime bop addicted thanks | non-suicide |
lost everythinglost job lost dad girlfriend left d school almost used saving help | suicide |
killing weekdehydration go br | suicide |
burnt quarantine lifetime break needed essential worker work even harder normal drained brain nothing left know know thankful still getting paycheck thankful get wit know blessed still bill paid mental health declining rapid pace first daily anxiety attack frequent panic attack weekend wholly consumed depression come roaring back alongside daily thought suicide not sustainable not day go not think offing recently idea death allure like water someone walking desert need rest death thing provide feel like job meat grinder meat fed eventually going kill either coronavirus stuff get new job work til die way joyous posting not actually going go not tell friend feeling fired furloughed set problem not need hear mine needed get somewhere hope okay | suicide |
not even know fucking start fucking stupid paid attention swear not make sense not even know fucking start fucking stupid going fucking kill bro not even know get actually exam teacher telling make assignment prove know habit fuck | non-suicide |
best friend threatened commit suicide not know call cop pleaseh elp want get ivy league uni next year tried google would happen could cop nothing came ruined would find time kill really good pretending okay something right could pretend fine parent not believe mental health not allowed talk not know entire suicide watch process work not want ruin life right point idgaf hate really want alive not want ruin life waiting call thing suicide watch advice contacted school counselor response really not want call cop please help | suicide |
would give life see god design iteration ballsack think would b funny af hundred potential nutsack design | non-suicide |
sad boy sad girl hour mean well notice people like go bed headphone ear bud play song rather sad thanks listening ted talk | non-suicide |
taking precaution online covid prevent sexual abuse harassment grooming getthehelpyoudeserve pedophilia not okay since start coronavirus pandemic lot u taken online mean acquire social interaction stripped however open new avenue potential abuse people trying prey recently fallen victim sexual predator discord channel frequent went search help beyond discord support found resource barren taken upon compile message list resource help people experiencing abuse online even help may predator share message anyone know may experiencing online abuse maybe starting acting strange since taken online interaction groomed online real life not silent tell parent guardian adult trust believe suffer pedophilia disorder still get help child abuse childhelp phone child child sexual abuse darkness light phone light getthehelpyoudeserve | non-suicide |
omg guy cute froggo uwued happy yay owo uwu | non-suicide |
not sure anymore recently fallen larger pit depression gender dysphoria getting incredibly powerful slowly defeating ocd realized utterly pointless iq pathetically low skill motivation even quit playing videogames remind incompetent even simplest thing lift enough friend lying telling interesting fun person idea even trust let alone around already cut contact want better without take space waste time exacerbate issue confide many people world choose around idiotic not understand know replaced eventually wish could end already not want put family pain yet decide live transition much greater disappointment failure family not find job either applied multitude location yet stupidity ineptitude extreme deterrent anyone brain purpose want gone | suicide |
life hardi not contemplating suicide infant need allergy soy dairy product ergo formula hard hard happy moment get torn innermost thought not deserve happiness not deserve joy watching innocent little human learn grow need love mean genuinely love look mommy not flaw husband not even honestly not recall whether not ever heart hurt soul heart everything ache pain regret regret not life failure overwhelming consuming insecurity inability adequate provider family piece shit hate everything fuck mental health fuck mental health care system fuck shitty family not fuck people bullied abused fuck world fuck | suicide |
nobody earth help utterly alone facing burden lifei little ambition really really would not want kill shitty would mom dad brother friend fuck thing look forward every day porn miss ex girlfriend thought soul mate next ambition work world not really give shit anything lot money would go back university try research interesting subject thesis instead severly debt without much way job prospect could try get substitute teaching job not fathom getting every day go work clown student remember young boy kindergarten would spend every day watching tv grandparent house like life stasis back would not ever change feel see people good job relationship getting lot sex not feel coming pipeline feel like way destined become total loser living brother working minimum wage job something not care watching younger woman not give shit not want kill not handle fucking horrifying reality parent going die brother clock ticking something life not seem put fucking effort change ex girlfriend going find someone else family probably going nobody not know need change pessimistic attitude want get next year life thinking suicide besides porn one thing seems give solace day life horrifyingly brutal want curl fetal position scream post not accomplish anything besides getting thought order understand better eh whatever nobody shit get life like big boy not going kill drag life joke | suicide |
watching part dream minecraft smp literally like made sad disappointed many streamer many try hard watched sapnap half hour literally nothing probably made well dollar watching literally not entertaining sad could sit mining block repeating thr thing time height would succeed anyone else could imagine habe multiple friend absolutely love stream try get literally make sense like like like not judge literally make sad confused ig rant like legitimately sad | non-suicide |
night guy gal going go cry sleep like rest | non-suicide |
look like chad not want chad want cute femboy | non-suicide |
yr old male chose expiration dateim really stupid person unspeakable thing thirteen year feel hopeless depressed three friend not think even real friend would rather not talk got couple thing want get chest really hope not go viral raped year old sister know know act like never happened think want regular life feel like thing way better would never born nearly killed mom called ambulance saved stabbed self stomach passed sister found screamed mom came call ambulance age hit someone text book got sent alternative school not stay night took knife school one friend time told got trouble started get hallucination thought gotten girl pregnant head abortion still depressed know fake feel real first turned sleepover house one friend wanted touch sister rapey way went kitchen grabbed knife nearly stabbed mom grabbed slapped lost control wanyed die badly made mind killing self cristmas eve got planned know nobody awake night slit wrist cut guessing not hurt sorry mom sister | suicide |
story experience year really hard even excluding covid world problem really suffered horribly year thought maybe instead keeping bottled id share beginning year unbanned official smg discord server server truly ever felt like part friend discord irl reason initial ban refused give free money mod frustrating able stay little fun lasted around time met fallen love guy school dated little physically sexually abused kept demanding different sexual favor eventually one day decided imagine wanted since beginning reluctantly naked front one day took opportunity rape experienced lot drama smg discord eventually banned shortly broke boyfriend next time saw rape kicked ball ban rape never felt alone make friend smg server stayed including one named spring added group chat friend became friend everyone else time actually happy knowing someone cared became source lot drama banned everyone group chat decided forget except one person named dragonlinx stood side pretty much entirety may nobody else left saved suicide multiple time eventually helped reach spring able clear thing everyone accepted back back true friend knucky korok u loved fun together hang honestly extreme asshole blocked eventually around time spring introduced friend able reconnect knucky still friendship barely existent spring fell love short month caused happiness felt year eventually met someone named sand quickly became great friend suffering failing heart wanted could make sure happy relationship spring slowly starting become weaker got argument eventually broke october removed life shortly happened almost everyone else also blocked thus began period lot pain friend anymore sand green knucky one spring friend named sonic month discovered jojos bizarre adventure server called mudalads made lot friend one day banned something not even none friend even cared anymore breakup spring sand falling combined ban mudalads broke anything else could helpless scared not knowing came close suicide multiple time later sand willing become friend able reach spring rejected request friend sand good friend short time started relationship not exactly pleasant lot argument took place lot struggling anger pain existent u later broke shortly spring allowed friend later went back decision blocked shortly followed sand blocking removing life without explanation point attempted suicide stabbing chest failed knife blocked rib preventing going deep later day ago knucky introduced friend introduced sonic green thanks finally able feel little bit happiness long painful year nightmare go knucky green sonic reading thank everything done appreciate much thankful life yeah uh little vent felt like kind get chest wanted share story happened past year uve gotten far thanks reading hope great day great | non-suicide |
m misato fall end evangelion kissed shinji hold stomach fall wounded hurt | non-suicide |
finally told boyfriend cut yesterday first time year making get help not really afford guess worth try | suicide |
likely one people masturbating people suicidal thought die would given pleasure shitload sick fucktards | suicide |
end linetrying apply ssi nightmare burden partner thinking overdosing pain pill tonight somewhere nobody find sorry really not future live | suicide |
life kind suck right maybe ok | suicide |
time wish would died car accident every night let sigh still job wife loving parent supportive brother two dog follow end yet thinking everyone would better nasty car accident barely escaped death died yet misarable everyday put mask go work job go home wife not happy not happy not happy nothing fix money problem not know make harder put pressure credit card maxed barely scrapping paycheck paycheck tired tired fighting fight not going win every day think swallow pill medicine cabinet grab knife maybe go drive drive cliff think maybe everyone would happy gone not car accident year ago killed | suicide |
consistent screaming technically abuse mom scream sibling time mostly usually think something bad bratty little sister would love get punished law not sure technically abuse | non-suicide |
not want leave mesee title tired done want make easy clean | suicide |
make best acronym crunchycrabman reason get nothing make | non-suicide |
sitting dark music full blast scrolling reddit best fun join | non-suicide |
want end itim junior college failing class motivation anything find difficult even leave bed morning tired everything want make stop | suicide |
listening music thing keeping going thing keep guy going | suicide |
hate feeling pulse laying bed accidentally touch part body pulse get intensely sad immediately pull away area not stand feeling pulse let u know still stuck world anybody else feel way pulse | suicide |
making attempt tonightim going overdose not care anymore might miss fiend family life hard sorry | suicide |
goodbye tomorrowso wanted fairwells also wanted cut hut sibling threw blade away got wait till tomorrow buy one hang hope not painful | suicide |
absolutely pathetic hate banana muffin almost fucking died choking banana muffin enormous brain decides not ask help standing minute | non-suicide |
overin last year created stupid drug addiction lead become depressed honestly feel like reached final point want death seems like option hate addicted hate depressed lonely | suicide |
nobody dying almost yr ago keep thinking want loved life someone family family issue not see life getting better every time try get better something get way want hang show everybody ever met reason way coping listening music suicide make feeling somewhat valid nobody understands nobody give fuck inside nobody ever showed love way wanted everybody around like grow man bullshit would rather deprive everybody existence not remember gone want make remember somehow preface also near death experience medical condition short vegetative state woke hospital nobody side help triggered hate everybody made truly see die die alone every often truly wish let die december instead waking | suicide |
youtubers lost respect order electricdragon matt burnett go animat not going call idiotic name cuz lost lot respect back november not involve politics back november joe biden presidential election compared donald trump becoming president terrorist attack not kidding compared idiotic president event killed hundred thousand people new york city take september th seriously type person make joke everyday whatever september th roll around not make joke stay serious sad day death loss two tower another reason lost respect anime massive hate boner sony picture animation open season mini sequel caught chance meatball hotel transylvania trust hate funny cuz not hate spider man spider verse know not great film say hate get lot backlash cosmodor cosmodor german youtuber part cartoon community well part cartoon community reason said child groomer frankly not like watching pedophile youtube cosmodor seeing reddit not come back two youtubers lost respect edit find youtubers remember | non-suicide |
asked friend sunset sunrise like look like bitch tf | non-suicide |
not wierd shower every evening right also ask parent sif need use bathroom since one workingbathroom tonight making fun | non-suicide |
supposed helpful policy harm good not allowing someone say get better suicide selfish like trying swim hand tied flail around not really helpful best covering reality situation know get better take step make sure not allowed say abuse tough love including guilt tripping like suicide selfish think loved one advising someone think outside themself forbidden fuck thought hurting mother thing prevented taking final step sure anyone sub actually want help someone able try place ridiculous pro suicide ask one posted get deleted though seriously either close sub change policy wonder many people could helped not not allowed tell truth happy travel | suicide |
mf hour celeste fallout new vega act surprised ask trans joke not trying start flame war | non-suicide |
made plani know going question still need write note tired fighting | suicide |
keep seeing acab spray painted everything not even america mean country police force still pretty shit ngl not bad smh aunt cop stop smfh | non-suicide |
fred emoji please like | non-suicide |
busted someone nut year old nephew trouble cracking open walnut helped | non-suicide |
long post crisis post not read hey not know thing got phone suicide hotline lady cancelled appointment social worker trying keep alive fresh attempt shaky sorry make sense fucking lot text feel like need say thing female average looking best funny least single socially awkward act weird realize later pretty smart teacher graduating year dropping school multiple time supposed master not really thinking future tense much anymore diagnosed good old pal depression since stable relationship life live folk younger sister brother uncle dad pretty verbally abusive call fat worthless speaks french call pave shipwreck sank not getting back call depression weakness tell toughen try fucking exhausting mom kind sort understands depression not like educated sense not understand someone opportunity like get depressed brother recovering anorexia survivor sister not really talked brother year despite living sister well someone try really hard show worth maybe impostor syndrome feel like justify part everything person color always told work twice hard everyone else drive nut set impossible as goal seriously getting best first attempt got honor program bullshit high school not want pressure came think really liked rope felt around neck liberating felt think gone little brother came backyard asked wanted play went play instead never thought much tried december not going well head anymore struggling sexuality not able well work time coping recent sexual assault man not know never find kind used shit mean assaulted child many time felt much wrong adult police could not help lead hour self image shit thought attractive potential dangerous let get fat hell cried reason time could not concentrate school frustrated not understand anything professor called physically not mentally bawled front man failed class core class program people get every year not know triggered need immediately die tried hang fucking sweater thing failed miserably knot came loose called helpline called cop kept therapy lost job two week leave hospital gave got medicated took break school stopped everything felt judged family threw pill away stopped seeing professional cold turkey stopped broke anyways paying made miserable tried best saturated class found solace transposing love trouble expressing love one old interest please not judge kpop especially shinee dedicated like fangirl crazy level used crutch lot damn time made happy music colorfulness great escape not even talk like treasure video game also writing sometimes danced joined sorority thing like still could not keep goddamn job still slept long not enough still ate emotion fucking miracle happened kept job time like month started working dieting got fitbit monitor sleep somehow felt control emerged fantastic bump gpa getting hired part time school first internship despite not teaching license yet getting higher minimum wage second part time job grocery store restaurant fantastic friend understand best friend moved across globe still keep touch grew love helping people place not demanding could guide people first time life could say achieved thing many surviving biggest one yet felt fucking empty like none matter like supposed anyways automatic exist not really feel like living could vanish tomorrow would not even care like felt like not want live enough not want die enough limbo existing realizing little girl dream teacher meant nothing anymore really hurt not sure love super stressful giving kid tool build future know damn good kid love good not love love thing not good love technology example would loved work shit math thought master educational technology mix love good without pressure engineer level good math not know want want goddamned bachelor want able say hey thing not particularly care either want dad able show friend something know not always useless never stopped little thing like not wearing seatbelt ever spending like never going need money bit reckless general not even understanding till someone tell dangerous also not see doctor sick lowkey hoping fatal something blame gone like symptom diabetes killed people family not bothered enough get checked december th last year happened birthday bracing holiday despise lead singer favorite group committed suicide not know never met guy really fucked related lot candid sounded like lot successful good looking great yet depression got person brought much light pulled darkness ended succumbing planned carefully medium coverage learned painless inspiring wrong reason first felt sad passing angry world mistreating angry guilty surviving happened really fast head pounding almost picked box cutter could not deal thought spinning head threw darkness right back pain became lot le lot putting healing aside placebo crutch instead addressing issue finishing treatment everything hurt cry work oversleeping not eating though grieving not cry crutch gone not even fair not ask called suicide hotline talked still think think fucking insane triggered man never really met got back therapy woman last time thought together struggling waking pushing thing not even want talk sister talk everyday not keep class since brain not retaining anything new job got real dull not care go away limbo except leaning lot towards dying not care enough live afraid die two reason one guilt not want family live pain gone stay alive two pain since know painless way keep away store would need leave card home know going not trust not buy today yesterday lot maybe slept better maybe not watched posthumous video released called hotline hour ago lot went room quietly even sister mom upstairs saw cry left looked right rope diyed shit like pinterest belt got like last week throat not like not good pain tried stopping like hurt like bitch would make everything else stop hurting tried two time still fucking pussy called mom cried told came see asked hate family would not even love dearly not love anymore hate not called dad talking taken away still feel around neck despite pain felt comforting like forceful hug come term fact someday figure sure way not fuck not know guy feel nothing not want go also not want feel like nothing wasting space getting older uglier bitter not finding spark keep people going exhausted needed something not try | suicide |
people asshole really rare meet someone genuinely care | non-suicide |
edgeive edge year not know much longer ever wanted make people happy hate nothing left not know | suicide |
fhhjjhvcf ex texted like ten time called hour ago sleeping call uhh currently relationship someone else wrong not tell lol | non-suicide |
tried yesterday nobody said yes amy still play among u drop discord playing around pm gmt pm est not want play randoms make brain hurt | non-suicide |
not accept appearancethe following giant word wall may make little difficult read sorry not even feel like formatting correctly amp xb desperate not get appearance matter try not dark cloud following around three year not leave alone not feel good appearance even single week not look face mirror without pointing several feature despise wish born without not feel hideous feel like look bog standard mediocre stale friend zoned ignored rejected every girl genuine interest one pretended feel way several month led year end taking one best friend high school prom fell love consuming since happened month ago besides appearance school counselor sweet make feel better always temporary feel like type guy rejected every single woman ever interested probably settle someone not even find slightly attractive three sister beautiful feel like received lower quality version feature lip look strange weird bump right side row teeth ugly jagged uneven circular shape sister square perfectly symmetrical teeth amp face tired feeling way tired feeling like not enough several self harm incident past month managed go without not good place right please help appreciate anything | suicide |
want fucking drop deadi want fall asleep never wake want hurt accidentally take far want someone run want stop feeling fucking hate carrying | suicide |
day nn already failed original post yesterday post info welp still sad yesterday speaking yesterday noticed daily dose internet twitter small mistake people going crazy not sure | non-suicide |
dsesy kust took hot tuen col shoer dezzy | non-suicide |
spin vine wassup jared never f ckin learnt read mine wassup karen never f ckin learnt respectful | non-suicide |
going die alone plan kill january done tried nothing work tried losing weight physically not due medicine not know else not expecting someone like nice shit like want meet someone create bond want spend time feel loved change dammit given | non-suicide |
called suicide hotline taken really suicidal right barely take please help called suicide hotline record german called telefonseelsorge hang line taken not sure last two week spent nothing cry serious suicidal behaviour actually hard not kill everything not please help want help not take anymore life terrible near cliff really tempted jump not sure much take give jump barely control action anymore | suicide |
one friend panic attack said thought going pas said really hate everything want hurt stopped responding really scared right not know | non-suicide |
friend family gone best friend admitted sick dealing mei start beginning popular highschool lot girl liked including friend instead fighting everyone understood came liked liked got together friend started talking behind back really bitchy etc get picture one girl kind head social group got everyone stop talking friend eventually got ex friend admit would done moved meanwhile happy eventually fall love however little later start problem past slept around owing huge self esteem issue drug alcohol problem self harmed part problem though guy explained self esteem thing thing not bad fast forward relationship crap u not believe anymore turning feel like last option sleeping people agree probably nothing happens meanwhile mum decides want verbally abuse kick house reason still not understand move dad start uni without friend owing high school drama lost friend talking moving together dad start acting really strange towards nearly housework make paying board week start treating like maid talk want something try talk relating get angry swears tell shut find flat break make feel horrible depressed past still acting like together somehow not together thing help feel better best friend love much start getting worse worse feeling though course self esteem take dive end depressed midst crippling depression decides time reveal everyone not together start messing around one ex friend high school pretend everyone okay like not suffering hell thing reading letter wrote vent realises contemplating suicide alone feeling tell love care etc talk feeling nearly time girl progress actual sexual intercourse telling keen get relationship time ex still sleeping together talking getting married later life fix thing still acting like together still living together sharing room depression get worse point barely eat either barely sleep sleep time cry every day often contemplating hurting suicide every day time decides not deal anymore get angry every time try talk feeling even found naked sitting shower sobbing made move talk going yesterday texting girl every day every chance get constant reminder going constantly tell miss wuvs not talk either part family happened literally friend turn tell still love want sex fix thing needy clingy not deal feel anymore sex not matter know mean nothing really scared emotional connection making feel incredibly insecure horrible nearly time literally nobody talk short seeing counselor major trust issue even thought going talking someone actually paid pretend care make feel horrible think killing self every day nobody talk feel alone hence turning stranger internet see end sight happening feel like way end everything thought dying used scare think exactly thing born not seem scary anymore feel like totally alone way hide feeling everyone love know fact love not stupid naive believing say lied many guy not know love need make clear not know else | suicide |
switching lexapro paxil taking mg lexapro shy month going okay mood improved anxiety decreased experiencing negative side effect feel groggy get bed take long time get going morning even wake feel generally low energy throughout day also feel nauseous taking lexapro take morning not sleep night take evening skip breakfast lunch nausea clear around mid afternoon not stop eating think asking doctor wellbutrin boost energy level decrease appetite combination paxil wellbutrin keep coming research lot people say combination paxil wellbutrin wonder depression anxiety thinking asking doctor switch lexapro paxil prescribing wellbutrin wondering anyone experience switching lexapro paxil anyone taken paxil wellbutrin like thanks | suicide |
not going kill todayi not going kill today not mean not sometime future today going write send e mail maybe climb couple ladder rung fuck maybe climb whole ladder get stuck halfway tightness set tension loneliness boredom mental exhaustion put soul pressure cooker not going jump chasm nothing remember remember like not even look not going jump going cling ladder white knuckling til get better weather report til condition right reach summit fall ladder glittering abyss let u not rag doll go limp moment abyss want float mesmerized inactive fool gold fall let u pick ourselfves battered amp bruised body try left foot right foot slow shaking forward let u not kill today | suicide |
knew would kill age thirtyim calmly sitting thinking thought keep coming back ever since little kid not fair tried everything thought med changed life month later year different type therapy want die could not bear botched boyfriend broke failing one class might get held back year feel trapped life great friend amazing family much pressure around better stupid keep failing make least painful experience want done | suicide |
twitter friend cum back miss used bond much like used active sub live not pogchamp place lt | non-suicide |
hopefully get adviceso issue best friend past week guy anxiety anger issue not take start breaking school cry getting mad friend not know help kid always best friend close not know move need thing go back way hang everyone else friend awkward always giving bad look anyone help would great not let thing go ocd hard cut wrist everyday past week not healthy according everyone get say attention nobody understands want end | suicide |
frustrated dying difficult try kill not work feel even worse not live not die hate | suicide |
read first looking part something want something free time want place belong come hang made discord server looking yes server active love talk whatever topic come play video game send meme load laugh come check u dm splendid invite hope see | non-suicide |
hate much tw hate much failure person not even pretty right stupid not ever want grow everything feel like video game not feel like everything feel fake want run away escape always feel numb dead mind racing time never stop everybody hate always sad friend probably hate never grow currently eating shaving cream trying make every part bleed whole arm taken scar hope not know really want die | non-suicide |
bored ask stuff read title read title read title | non-suicide |
slept zoom class slept zoom class sitting boring as class not realer ended teacher used meeting class missed math got hop parent not get emailed | non-suicide |
holding back diagnosed bipolar disorder year half ago nearly attempting suicide med extremely helpful enough level thing bit symptom not fully treated would say still though find stuck comfort silent suffering held back seeking help first time around begun exhaust tired thrust happiness quickly shrouded depression day later not know never know attribute emotion depression bad day hypomania really good day thing anger great extent equally distressing especially unrightfully shout others year old not sure live chaos rest f natural life artificial self imposed end though could find much agreeable | suicide |
want kill second time time fucking kit kat not shitpost explained previously deleted account basically pit extreme remorse bad thing done past extremely paranoid going come back later ruin life suffer persecutory delusion felt bad posted twice first post month week ago recently started forgive progress made wiped away worse actually got taste nightmare happened ate fun size kit kat bar without breaking not shitpost not bother defending reason not realize afterward cardinal sin posted r confession deleted got hate horrible feeling came back | suicide |
never get better first reddit post wow sad whatever not know else talk might shout void whatever suicidal severe depression anxiety year almost year ago kept telling wait graduate everything get better well feel thing gotten worse new positive aspect gained brings along negative one live girlfriend almost year awesome pay rent struggling one clean u everything get disgusting make u feel worse drive sweet get pay month insurance top gas plus close friend moved state living impossible going school want thought beauty school loved makeup depression ruined social anxiety make almost impossible work client even talk classmate without wreck badly want drop not afford start paying loan plus everyone would disappointed would stop getting money need family order live feel like every breath take cost amount money want stop paying not obvious not afford therapy state low income insurance even finding someone accept new patient not stupid long drive away near impossible friend not talk anymore fail every time try make new one person online not know feel like dug hole never get ready take easy way | suicide |
dude paying seeing pussy pic use mirror post brought hoe mad | non-suicide |
mg ativan shot two rum work one trying help please hoping someone know stuff respond | suicide |
want play game let u play rock paper scissors go first | non-suicide |
hey gravesez homie lt doin gravesez filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler | non-suicide |
coming backthe feeling coming back pain simultaneous hollowness chest still taking sad little pill thought stronger anger sadness hurt slowly making way back head remember sometimes feel like going go | suicide |
nothingeverything done life make others happy tired control life parent ran since born force play sport hate live failed dream sport stress depress not thing like not quit late life wasted thing hate good intention not handle pressure expectation friend social life hate age never friend know sport dieting body hurt head hurt heart hurt not take feeling consideration somebody please tell stay maybe death not bad option afterall eternal rest | suicide |
saying hi reminding drink water every day till get girlfriend day hi hope weekend good remember drink water stay hydrated | non-suicide |
uncomfortable situation uh beating bi like little butt stuff put finger butt came stained poop normal human sniffed smelled really bad want wash hand mom outside room hand stuck keep sniffing finger not troll know crazy thing happen | non-suicide |
lost road struggling lot heavy depression recently lost family member grandma raised grew since little boy uncle tia always supportive encouraging battling lot health issue well people tell go ahead get life together not not able properly jump start vehicle get place uncle close kid admire appreciate lot always one cool uncle got diagnosed cancer right broke girlfriend said shit not oh well parent never really one considered mom dad grandma one would take doctor mexico not left alone dealing horrible suicidal thought day actually thinking bout taking xanax not bumping one lil peep song another song driving expressway seeing attempt would successful night break cry break pain everything hard really not control thought not want go psych ward not help want drug not know guess overwhelming constantly throwing constantly faking smile faking ok one love fuck year ago people wanted one ok though used oh well not wait another life disaster pandemic not help honestly haha | suicide |
anyone want chat like music gaming anime drawing writing also good listener talk anything | non-suicide |
anyone want talk bit kind bored night not anyone talk lmk want chat | non-suicide |
not meant put soap yo coochie becuz sting like shit think going die painful dumbass everyone better attend funeral | non-suicide |
biden say inshallah debate week later confirmed winner divine intervention allah voted biden | non-suicide |
feel like bitch damn could not mri not think claustrophobic heart rate roof not know could not calm matter like constant jump scare mom basically telling pussy | non-suicide |
dear friend almost constantly brink talk reddit good friend mine struggled whole life feeling inadequate not many friend asperger syndrome make hard interact many people especially people around month ago told desire end shocked talked anything drastic time starting get worse need help not speak anyone else especially not parent catholic suicide hell biggest concern not fit not many friend show live junior high school | suicide |
bored yr old female dm open really bored want somebody talk stuff netflix slide dm order | non-suicide |
anyone watch ww color documentary netflix look interesting thinking watching good | non-suicide |
danced night best song ever | non-suicide |
reason not done itis mum would probably one find not want anywhere near make noise want die ever tried touch want die anyone talk want die want die honestly would want take | suicide |
baby way keep getting intense impulse end life would say early mid teen incredibly suicidal came close sincerely not want alive fat unhealthy social life around made new friend discovered reddit passion science catalyzed life grows increasingly sacred every day would never kill atheist think likely chance get not want die afraid happen wrong state mind not hesitate cut artery drive cliff like sudden impulse want smash face wall imagine killing brutal way impulse getting much worse past week one talk worst part girlfriend almost month pregnant excited baby want good father know not love not like kiss touch suggest sex get mad not care anymore like hassle life one good friend hang friend sibling threatened suicide past year feel like would begging attention told not insurance spoken medical professional concerning say nothing not real plan really want alive future baby want help fix ocean need help shaking feeling maybe someone felt tell got passed | suicide |
type want know fit anyone description match least one might bit confident | non-suicide |
want kill self badtheres one thing keeping thought life going hell little le religious would done fear holding back also overdose ibuprofen not pill best take fall asleep | suicide |
hate life want diehello everybody hate life want die want sleep dont awake anymore life bullshit hate coward want die scare suicide dont know people love life world awful pray lord give cancer cancer think ill happy cancer ill know month ill die dont know want die | suicide |
dear is_sex_real answer question yes think real | non-suicide |
say anything asnwer edit make seem crazy fillar fillar fillar fillar arby fart smell like burning plastic like burning plastic bottle full cockroach vomit farting stuff like volcanically like igneously dishonorable arby fart making sad big sad fart smell like color death like melting fat deposists obese vagina pocket like burning burning cancer fart drowning vat baby liver burning baby liver like someone went medical waste facility opened every container day torched place went wind captured scent made candle melted inserted wax colon aid infected hamster boiled hamster roasf beef dripping drank mixture farted universe cesarean birth fart lay open day covered maggot opened door smell u arby fart smell like goodnight kid | non-suicide |
qustodio survived factory reset shitty app called qustodio installed phone factory reset two day mom still able see everything app not installed anymore not get blocked thing anymore seems ghost app still please help | non-suicide |
fuck cyan_ghost religous as thank coming ted talk great day rest | non-suicide |
exercise good last week realised could much better basketball played every day proud much energy stuff not sit whole day playing video game go something feel happy | non-suicide |