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good place talk time think attempted suicide understand failed attempt easy remember wanted go sleep problem abused opioids quite time took enough killed think one time took lortab mg hard remember usally woke wood somewhere weird family never bothered take hospital | suicide |
peaceful tough suicidehaving control life think reached point person dissapoint tough dying scared particular way id parent would see understood wood call police pick body learned slit wrist properly today guess even reassuring tough gone also believe reincarnation therefore think walk earth family another life age trying beat heavy porn adiction close year make feel anxious not want eat want sleep anxiety feeling like piece shit left unable hold job want sleep day go friend time time even though feel like young many happy memory life feel dull living hell not wish addiction anybody not know ever able overcome feel either challenged cursed god even though atheist theraphists not known live think place similar russia not might visit one since moving soon capital city dorm best friend might well write suicide note belief etc tomorrow week keep somewhere safe feel time come feel peaceful pm welcome | suicide |
please help mei yo trans girl thinking killing not sure actually feel like gerting closer not eaten left bed day half everything feel awful one talk not know much longer nothing life make happy actual friend always second family live point transitioning never pas ugly feel like one really care please help | suicide |
basically lost hope title say really pretty much come point lost hope future find fruitless continuing living not able shake feeling since year old not shake feeling anyone else found lack hope life feel ending would better solution | suicide |
night time anybody else like look sky night | non-suicide |
loose cannonim loose cannon many friend loving family despite great upbringing self destructive tendency overdosed time last year still heavy drug although not heavily past often think killing thought close year underlying mental helth issue obviously make situation worse reason even young age told die early weird not attribute suicidal thought anything apecific sometimes not want around anymore not relate anyone not know anymore filled anguish anxt want able sociable fun time kick bucket time immovable feeling going something great life reason still around hope figure soon | suicide |
finland fact every day finland not socialist country liberal democracy yes | non-suicide |
year going make political party vote penis party going invade germany going retake south tyrol trieste hungary slovenia croatia free milk going invade great britain implement grbming licence plate fit going make orange juice illegal never going give never going let never going turn around hurt | non-suicide |
need talk someone voice voice butwhen try call prevention number instead literally get redirected thank choosing verizon add minute account go duck etc etc hang literally laughing loud absurdity world right someone verizon standing cry help ducking hand money ducking toll free number try chat wait line finally turn click join chat ducking blocked tablet work tablet phone internet shut money spent last gas drive donate plasma money across town get like degree well yeah hot outside not air conditioning old car rebreathing breath mask making mouth hot going ducking buy food gas sputtered way home beat mynsteerijg wheel bad think broke finger not even care not install google voice tablet due secure launcher whatever not even email anyone address not company get bounced back work email server ducking done serious last straw | suicide |
girl left guy used hang not take update redditor posted post throwaway talking today asked going said yes saw red punched fucking face hard could beat shit not regret reckon still going dance thinking ending dance right front | suicide |
hope work time last attempt failed time hope work sorry anyone tried help wish could better person | suicide |
bruh shaving awsome shaved ball day crotch clear fuck bruh | non-suicide |
long therapy usually take work know depends person lot time okay time finally give really last resort anything else not even nearly working going jog etc not going make life better keep getting worse day day starting therapy week | suicide |
bad day today parent found try cut suicide attempt day ago thinking kmsing took discord phone away important thing life | suicide |
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piece salmon everytime take bite spit bone | non-suicide |
not positivity positivetoxic positivity worsen suicidal feeling rather diminish positivity offer drowns voice lost broken positivity toxic need listen want heard saying thing like rocky patch thing get better not help not listening heart listening eye reading say not really taking not want help perspective life want help perspective life hear u listen story not offer advice heard everything made abundantly clear understand situation sometimes better not offer advice general point toxic positivity real reason people seem forget | suicide |
hey person scrolling not post much first year reddit wanted say thank apart first year site | non-suicide |
currently late school watching meme metro | non-suicide |
new finger ring hit like sink hit shower might stink maybe feel like trash bag entire day kind unpog yeah take shower not today feel better | non-suicide |
new maby reach someone picked bad day probably could say ever feeling never lived life wanted deep inside kind isolated person couple good friend people meet irreagular base u down guess people around accomplish thing know get married move parent get girl boyfriend get laid fulfilling job school education money sustain happy lifestyl etc something life not feel like complete shit hour day not materialistic guy would enaugh could find way end burning sensation floating inside body brain awful pain surround almost everything core younger pretty fat used get called ugly gladly lost pound longer weight issue time people always pick one interested could not normal teenage boy instead angry locking inside school toilet eating lunch not going school hiding bed living state year found shitty job still loner not know feel need tell stranger internet not feel sorry really today still feel like shit faillure selfworth selfhatred hell even problem looking mirror damn seeing therapist not see often seems get worse since three year stopped taking medication since month much tired father dead brother dosn want anything mother not handle sadness around anymore never got real relationship life never expressed truly not want leave tiny flat often germany listen music drink lot beer several month get drunk week escape swimming sea melancholy dreaming fade away nothingness scared somehow hold still year old feel like year old guy seen enaugh everything tired tired one love tired alone tired fucking tired wan end peacefully not see light sign hope perspective going mental not even get write not know anymore | suicide |
anyone amazon prime use could dm login | non-suicide |
big tiddy goth gf haha much porn use sometimes lead unrealistic sexual expectation body image issue one study found participant likely report feeling control frequent porn use also feeling dissatisfied romantic relationship sex life | non-suicide |
somebody fix put repost chain stand put wrong date | non-suicide |
want die afraid family think feel nothing left live family know something really wrong way treating making feel even worse want get better feel like not afraid kill go whole life blaming | suicide |
not know anymore f got history self harm hospitalized time due point massive credit card debt struggling pay bill missed month work luckily work extremely understanding taking lot time changed shift suit every morning get work take shower end cry ball bottom unable get miss shift feel like got one talk balled inside explode taking medication month still not helped feel useless not see ever getting better okay want feel guilty people care not want know worry | suicide |
anxiety twitch wo let u go developed multiply anxiety twitch constantly snap ton middle finger extremely sore snapping three day straight start punching leg til get numb punching anything really like desk hand anything table table etc got tip not want get worse | non-suicide |
persuasive speech want something fun interesting super boring idea persuasive speech speech group suppose could pick random old topic would much rather pick something get creative fun boring lame brained not think anything idea | non-suicide |
not even leave behind suicide notebecause fucking pussy not want anyone make fun dying never able girlfriend | suicide |
not know wrong mei motivation stuff make happy get bout depression blue feel incredibly lonely waiting people talk not know say start conversation feel alone completely dark | suicide |
not like kpop b b_b b_b b_b b_b b b_b b_b b_b b_b b ottom text | non-suicide |
not bad enough feel like not need go hospital mental health not really bad feel bad even posting think part almost seems want go show everyone much struggling even writing make feel guilty ugh not stop thinking killing feel like edge also never done anything feel like would not take seriously think need help afraid somehow making used hiding everything fucking exhausted not know anymore | suicide |
loser not mind mem keep short know reading hard depression answer question though depression anxiety since suicidal basically grew mental health issue symptom rile seeing others happy especially relationship younger know happens loser plain simple want fix life fuck start everything problem probably kill october mentioned open answer question want know | suicide |
someone pls talk not post seek attention someone pls talk not best place lately edit dm pls | non-suicide |
not red pilled white pilled addicted opioids please help | non-suicide |
really need someone tell right thing get better soon went breakup month ago getting better still wait come back not think compared u derek meredith grey anatomy texted tell day season meredith ripped commitment think saying think would not worked tried not awful anymore not spend every day cry live glimpse removed social medium not responded text three week one exception saw someone post story unfollowed person saw video summer another person story watched multiple time stay late waiting get late enough gotten high probably thinking knowing he thinking not help stay late case text say made mistake not care family think want back not posted reddit day probably made new account rant without seeing seeing therapist made list thing get comfort zone tried reinventing dyed hair bought new clothes bought new phone get rid reminder old one deleted text moved photo hidden folder still think coming back go away know still check social medias even though removed place sometimes post thing solely reason see nothing sad pitiful picture know would liked picture look especially good nothing though not come back get better need someone tell best get better point really couple month relapsed ed recovering week consistent eating guess appetite came back check r unsentletters read hoping one seems applicable look account look trace look note theunsentproject com knew liked website hoped prayed would say something anything none message feel like everything people say still hard checked reddit account almost every day past three week nothing change definition insanity like | suicide |
literally cry fuck pug look like fat jshdjdjf pug exist not abolish pug | non-suicide |
fuck foot way amp xb not designed walk road gt | non-suicide |
friend depressed worrying friend depressed worry deeply not tell anyone else not sure helping anymore | non-suicide |
ready goi one failure everything ever put effort pain time quality life assessed social bond success feel not existence objectively worth ending like since nine adult learned hide feeling bad tend make irrational decision one ever notice gone reconnect people make new connection end terrifying nightmare friend roommate year half getting short notice moving seemed relieved told made friend girl online ended growing fixation terrified point blocking social medium platform asked parent could move back first response going take advantage u literally nobody level social relation want around parent lot gun not keep closet safe locked time tried confide coworker today problem freaked embarrassed talk nothing nobody | suicide |
suicidaljust case someone know personally reading not use real name let u say name thomas stevely back end nowhere k year old recent mistake lead bringing family lot pain due entirely stupidity life wanted help people seem capable hurting closest lead struggling maintain relationship friendship lead spiralling path self harm suicidal thought not entirely know even writing not see help many people seem people spoken various forum told help guess pretty much absolute rock bottom right think trying pay pain brought friend family every time try think way pay harm done throughout life keep coming back answer committing suicide know know much snivelling pathetic coward actually know really seek professional help not want become better stop blaming know deserve pain experiencing get help not paying pain brought want strong enough simply end miserable existence call life sorry seemed kind pathetic whiny never good word not sure good expect come posting felt needed get chest | suicide |
sad boi hour homies else want die today | non-suicide |
life awful not know cope dropped college moved back parent last year hate living parent stressed lot life going feel like burden feel guilty feel like honorable thing kill tired time living environment negative everyone try help word meaningless long platitude cliche make angry not know want feel better die nothing else acceptable | suicide |
thing ease pain suicide family male canada not wanting talk anything logical decision need yes tried everything considered many aspect know basically going destroy life sorry not choose exist not fault taking charge life mean way avoiding control little way ease pain anything got rid majority belonging cleaned organized stuff sold car paid debt leaving behind cover funeral cost really not want write note would think would help else way frame angry think nothing could done good decision not want thinking thing like would done anything wish told fault tip changing perspective would want eventually able move thank | suicide |
someone influence wanting kill try address someone not know well last time spoke said thing really hurt affected situation complicated lay right made bad ugly judgement assessment assumption went everything working try best person others treated like le dirt whole story first time actually tried kill not think month since thinking wanting kill one fault ultimately one fault except person direct outside influence make want kill person influenced wanting kill little thinking try address problem person not not necessary tell heavily influence wanting kill tell wrong affecting person hate doubt really feel like one thing make want kill le try | suicide |
nobody like absolutely nobody randomly venting suicide feel bad random guy sliding dm come show dick little slutty haha not creep wtf trying e rp minor cry suicidal thought | non-suicide |
giving two year currently grade year school diagnosed chronic depression disassociative identity disorder cardiovascular disease minor health issue mostly thought hereditary psych think next year experience trauma risk developing schizophrenia high comfortable grew without childhood not remember majority due identity disorder sick tired living knowing first friend go die parent give eulogy funeral daughter want end get done mean know next time attempt succeed however giving two year graduate give parent something proud show achieve something even decaying nothing know two year time half today would given something base pride | suicide |
keep alive hello start coming bender chemical brain not working right stopped taking lithium week ago since pretty suicidal think caused bender understand bender not suicidality not go psych ward starting uni soon not away self harming pretty badly deal bad thought not know anymore destructive spiral not get know brain not working right moment need keep making irreversible decision go | suicide |
ever get feeling want tied fucked hour straight | non-suicide |
unmedicated fading onset mental illness age past year hospital countless visit therapy doctor around stopped going doctor completely since mutilated thigh shred picked lovely habit alcoholism nailed coffin shut every relationship ever avoiding medical treatment hiding loved one best friend gone family gone not left house week thing care deeply allow company fluffy little sweetheart look look fact kitty reason getting every day stopped picking phone call not answer people knock door anymore let everyone love go month point would strange pick phone dial everyone used love nothing positive say would hate ring tell want die could finally not need carry burden part not want feel anymore not one left ask help lonely not going make alive someday never feel good enough allow pleasure friend love medical treatment cheer bottom | suicide |
somebody talk something bored male straight relevant friendly guy | non-suicide |
goat post deleted mod allow useless post not informative post freedom not know goat | non-suicide |
deer want hunt mount wall | non-suicide |
bored asf add discord user khushi talk literally anything please not dry awkward lmao | non-suicide |
really not wish live think going kill today truly | non-suicide |
happy birthday happy birthday jesus christ | non-suicide |
heard brother loving last night want jump window heard brother playing solo campaign bed last night sleep room confused first thought not cold breathing heavy ten minute go still confused decided cut ear f chat | non-suicide |
guy help accidentally sent kissing io thing guy friend freaking fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck | non-suicide |
think going give upi think going kill self done stressed everyday assignment behind school friend family one live never relationship family constantly mock thing dad think time hear head screaming forcing edge know need help feel reason get | suicide |
need advice buying katana katana really want katana looking around not know quality katana expert lurking sub help would cool | non-suicide |
not deserve life terrible person throwaway account something horrible unforgivable not live anymore not deserve love anyone give none know horrible person really want kill know deserve not bring selfish wanting stay world making world even worse place already | suicide |
autism kind suck time one really understands told like people would guy gal react someone told | non-suicide |
done thanks reddit past year done leaving happily tried everything keep choosing route today day happy mood without going specific taken concoction drug alcohol live alone one informed definitely lethal unless calculation wrong important thing leaving happily regret nothing going even stayed reddit given best time ever thank reddit see side good bye | suicide |
lost best friend lost best friend stupid fight lot better lately went shit not want live anymore best friend important person life know not feel fault feel like everyone would better without scared pain could painlessly possible would instant | suicide |
biggest fuck ever doi kill suicide awareness month honeslty month nothing clout fuck say leave ask help laught fuck month people not aware shit rant | suicide |
someone explain happening johnny depp seeing lot meme people supporting happened | non-suicide |
leaving sub get want make clear mean critique sub rather people involved also want make clear not encouraging others leave post please wish not anything someone say something not think person noticed sub getting increasingly worse weird people weird shit yes trolled passed even trolling beyond joking example seen post someone microwaving underwear concerned testicular cancer know probably joke someone trying laugh either way wtf really say anything else obviously not whole sub good people good content bad point way meant persuade people leave show community well staff think little harder not saying go mod rampage fucking rid anything chance possibly troll post need point much anyways hope place get fixed soon good thing actually really nice | non-suicide |
free award comment would nice follow first peep | non-suicide |
severe complex face thanks school online bulliessome worst one remember guy high school pushed ground telling exercise pound girl middle school said ugly asian nose asian pretty racist girl elementary school told looked like asian girl uglier another girl elementary school grabbed arm fat said fat guy asked skin bad another girl middle school pointed asymmetrical eye severe complex list probably much thankful corona wear face mask everywhere hide hideous face wish could wear face mask forever thanks bully developed ptsd result suffer panic attack several time throughout day bully never remember psychological damage victim suffer rest life therapist said kid kid honestly fuck shit might well tell kill instead make sense | suicide |
need talk mature persona title say need talk plan get help not sure good work context f suspected depression social anxiety not gut get diagnosed want help struggle tell anyone please comment willing help | suicide |
hello suicide prevention pls help going harm suicide prevention healthy reach help must fine go home also suicide prevention die immediately discharge | suicide |
day posting get hugged feel like executing child | non-suicide |
finally decidedtoday breaking point thinking suicide longest becoming pretty realistic not go anymore everything hurt feel numb time nothing live today made terrible mistake admitting sister want die sometimes seemed care seeing everything caused point said depressed people not take care need someone else make decision hurt worthless not going anywhere life truly not want want escape know forever sense calmness know going suck keep thinking family first time thinking pain going not wait probably weekend one around feel relieved | suicide |
meaningless ranthonestly not know properly put word feel need get proper sleep right goal christian without faith not find point living anymore year old never felt tired life uni daily life drain ask every bloody day point want die begin typical fear maiming surviving not new question haunting year not know get drive back life improved coffee not help medicine get people say uni studying future necessary skill trade bother suicidal amount time envision dying probably study daily taking random course begin not even know even going uni probably meet expectation not one friend family rely know privilege not seem find drive keep going older get worse becomes conclusion guess wanted come rant bunch stranger since not know friend non family would take told parent fact suicidal week ago took well bit calmly not know nothing changed relationship better worse p sorry poorly flowing sentence not seen class write proper suicidal rant | suicide |
bored want chat talk anything give advice dump problem not mind anyone want sext | non-suicide |
ever look worst best pic think fuck person like seriously supposed know actually look like | non-suicide |
honestly give shit whether curious r suicide never understood big deal not see value alive not stop | suicide |
need help really close another attempt alone not really like not want talk anyone know | suicide |
someone explain like trump biden third party candidate want know people view | non-suicide |
mah kekdae know mean karma hand | non-suicide |
jack fuck hand jack hand work bottom fucking hand still jacking not bottom | non-suicide |
hi yr old girl hascstruggled suicidal tendency attemptsand ready finally go someone please help sorryi high low enough finally family life paycheck paycheck know not livig would help pllus feel like shoulldnt exist fuck much someone told shoulda aborted fllushed toilet think right told ugly nigger not needa live tired peole go threw way worse fine weak weak people die | suicide |
wikipedia year old actually thought older | non-suicide |
dumbass not sleep currently online class hour not sleep took hour nap like pm seriously debating take day try recuperate broken unhealthy sleep schedule always happens something important hate also trying sleep half hour not say get reddit going go wash dish something productive | non-suicide |
nearly donemy mother screamed wanted drop community college wanted change school not bullied not try win screamed said wanted go college never anything help wondered not say anything said turn everything argument tried explain want antidepressant even though not want not believe said wanted commit suicide saw counsellor would repeatedly hear sensitive not say anything around would give much constant criticism not want view task not going front threatened cancel university said feel like justify everything not get cross left home kind want give k debt dropped institution could supported instead not train wreck | suicide |
people support equality people put snapchat story support trump unadd fucking stupid judge person fucking character not belief great not like trump give right harass person support whoever support friend plenty people support trump great people not judge believe let believe want | non-suicide |
almost virgin nearely suicide two monthsi ouv idea like girl like many female friend ovec year give course managed love firginity fat girl nothing since value love affection not bad looking girl expect much not go nightclub even try live normal life find attractive girl everywhere real ability attract way learn depressed time lack affection girl know value opinion told usual great guy find someone ten year one meant confidence one want help learn apparently learned need help people could help unwilling unable not take anymore | suicide |
tired guy love brought depression suicide put back not blame back junior year met one guy friend guy would always send relationship stuff not another girl crushing not want boyfriend take wrong way deleted boyfriend found deleted accused cheating not admit deleted message stubborn person believe anyone still accuses really affected relationship felt horrible stopped talking guy friend not problem fight though would always bring guy deleted message talk like literally hate always say let u leave behind yet not let go sometimes find hypocrite talk not flirting girl yet wrong always like not trust blah blah blah day ago old friend hit asking kia said yea old friend deleted first two message odd reason told boyfriend old friend hit sent screenshot boyfriend took wrong way questioned asking texted first talked said not asked old friend deleted message not respond back left read lead boyfriend not believe today huge fight broke hurt accused something not hurt kept bottling everything let talk fight something wrong hurt wish could let go pushed point not feel good enough struggle loving happened shady calling hoe bitch joke shrugged yea suicidal not anyone go lost many friend honestly good guy boyfriend really hurt deleted message understand struggle trying good hurting really love thinking going therapist relationship | suicide |
tomorrow birthdayit really upset think almost live parent would not problem actually contributed anything well not online contact hate know useless hospitalized went inpatient year ago wanted go inpatient somebody could confirm something wrong something wrong quite thing schizotypal personality major depression dysthymia psychomotor issue gad codependent money friend car job migraine cluster headache functionally thing neck pain scoliosis gender dysphoria dissociate lot doubt go outside realize not normal tried failed get hand drug wanted try something medicinal therapeutic never wanted ssri not get weed alcohol work moment wanted psychs ket not get therapist prescribed wellbutrin citalopram not know wellbutrin worked took slmost year ago memory bad not take citalopram took buspirone many side effect anyway thinking killing spring not particularly worried dying know one day fault not wake guess supposed sad not feel anything right except achy body foggy mind stinging eye anyways not even think making reddit account googled not care success far gone found post not know making post not going change anything make post reddit | suicide |
daddy little girl role play common mommy little boy role play nobody want talk meme second one met mother da ra dada darara | non-suicide |
anyone else feel like neglected parent never problem child know not really thing complain always wondered anyone else felt wa thirdborn family homeschooled first year mother school rwo older brother came world whittled mother patience time needing schooled mother already busy enough brother not capacity give much attention time able read well mother would plop textbook front would go ahead study learned rather quickly mother little patience asked help twice row took long figure easy stuff yelling occasionally beating would follow stopped asking help altogether point almost everything would start fear help would kick rear overdrive focus hell time table whatever studying avoid help altogether not studying strange reason really sensetive yelling would prefer beating rather scold pretty much every occasion learned cery quickly good boy house not making trouble whatsoever never causing problem never ask assistance fun time jigsaw puzzle puzzle book jack whatever player game could find played keeping possible problem could cause minimum decade line older high school exceedingly well every class never problem anybody find without social life considered waste energy time also noticed exceptional achievement going pretty much unseen parent believe got used never problen standard eye grew always great pushing greatness even exceedingly difficult feel sort trapped image created parent must always perfect never problem worked hard keep image feel like tearing feel really time feel unmotivated unhappy good boy say ignore emotional b keep moving along harder harder every passing day feel depressed hide parent would issue would putting onto sorry mom rd child problem also not even know care looking back whole situation feel like blame feel like one caused parent not care never wanted care avoided whereever could one caused look way anyone else feel | non-suicide |
dehydrationhavent anything eat drink day hoping hunger go away soon let organ shut go fucking sleep | suicide |
not even trust self anymore know posted asked help feel like wasiting everyone time not even health point make long story short gastrointestinal tract fucked two year fighting college fund gone giving not know none doctor know either broke broken angry time think pushing everyone away inevitable happens not want try save idea telling anyone really know make want not fuck time not know ok thing learn left note hopefully remember bitched yelled learn hate not want crawl hole put display mocked least people would learn real fuck not fun guy one faking long he know want ride ups down seems like filler till end bought ticket want ride | suicide |
found people know hate call one friend said know everyone hate confused said yeah lot people think really annoying asked name gave name crush sophia one closest friend noah another friend ian not know | non-suicide |
demonologist better ambition courage take demon mind study | non-suicide |
pussy delete post haha guess one mfhahah | non-suicide |
left live feel like letting everyone around mother keep telling everyone sacrificed much able attend college selfish not anything return not know anymore hated put last year finally feel happy want actually start putting mental health first get called selfish not know please anyone not even fucking burden sitting clutching bottle pill trying decide dying would better worse | suicide |
know probably not care dad said proud lived long year god forsaken earth not anybody said proud yesterday dad said proud grade not slip despite going shit hospitalised multiple time diagnosed multiple disorder severe depression going hard med majority friend ditch considered murdering top online school wanted share someone proud repost accidentally deleted old one | non-suicide |
suicide baby harming threatsmy cousin got married guy total waste space drink entire day not work physically verbally abuse mooch money brother tried failed getting pregnant hence adopted baby financial condition pathetic think even cousin lost staying parent past month every disagreement threatens u saying would kill baby disagreed not accept unfair unreasonable demand saw day argument husband later taking baby slapping reason baby turned teenager not allowed give opinion really scared baby | suicide |
never thought would happen pretty much average dude mostly post silly stuff sometimes post cringe said made always strive make new friend dm use posted time make new friend although usually not last long occasionally made friend talk daily helpful term socializing recently posted introduce thread someone dmed chatted conversation started get little bit iffy person started talking dick almost immediately not normal figured eh teen like must horny heck not blame talked bit asked age said like fuck asked r teenager not answer went profile grown as man asking teen dm stupid person not even try remember username hid chat felt pretty scared anxious even annoyed not even use technology next hour went bed woke today thinking day could saved kid future would reported mf conscience tell would made another account regardless not fathom much could have ballooned head know absurd probably would not done anything reporting chance not head not know feel | non-suicide |